#therapy ftw

[altsernative]

You and I, Stargazing

Chapter 43 (out of 45, holy cow we're so close!!) is live!

Rated E, no archive warnings apply

“Uh, here for Dr. Nutcase? 11am appointment?”

“Nutcase?” asked the receptionist, visibly confused. 

“The therapist, right?” asked Crowley. For a brief shining moment, he thought perhaps something had gone wrong. His appointment had been misscheduled. Or Dr. Nutcase actually worked at another location. The best case scenario and most implausible was that all the information he typed into his account last week had been lost.

“Oh!” The receptionist’s expression cleared. 

Damn. Apparently not.

“You mean Dr. Nutter. I’ll ring her to let her know you’re here. Please have a seat.”

The name Dr. Nutter didn’t seem much better, but it did appear that he was in the right place. 

[carladuquette]

i cried in therapy AND enlightened my therapist on what fanfiction is. what a time to be alive.

[fella-lovin-fella]

the fun thing about fall is the nice crisp weather and pretty colors! and the there is the mental illness

[dreamof-jeanie]

February 14, 2023

I've finally worked up the courage and I'm making my way towards you

When suddenly you're turning to someone else

Someone more worthy of your time

And I can't help but wonder what it is that I've done wrong

But I don't get the chance to ask

Because I see you again, walking in the other direction down the hall

I play our game alone now

Calling myself the winner doesn't feel like it used to

Why does it feel like I've lost yet again

So when did I become the friend you don't say hi to in the hallway

The one left behind as you turn away with a smile

I thought we'd be strong against all adversaries, nothing could stop me with you by my side

I hardly noticed when your hand left mine

And now we're facing each other in a way I never imagined

When did I start expecting to be let down

Feeling the guilt for not having faith in you

And feeling crushed all over again when I turn out to be right

Is it my fault?

Am I to blame for getting my own hopes up

Or are you the one in the wrong?

It seems there's no winning in this game

A step forward after two steps back

Followed by two more the way we came

[lexa-el-amin]

It's anxiety that your mind thinks that. Im a dude and i think that all the time that no one wants to even be friends with me, i just ghost everyone. Protip: Don't ghost people who say stuff like that. They actually care!

yeah i know, i am so done with my anxiety sometimes.. i get so self-conscious and so full of self-destructive and self-deprecating thoughts.. but yeah, trying to fight it!