Who I Be. Despite What You Believe...
Ya Know, I Give Grace, Because God Gives Me More Grace Than I Can Swim In. I Give Love, On Many Levels, Because I Am Loved By The Most High God. He Is The Source And The Reason For My Being. I Respect People, Their Time, Their Space, Their Business, Their Relationships, etc As Much As I Can, Because I Would Want Somebody, If Not Everybody, To Treat Me The Same Way. In Essence, I Have Treated People How I Would Want To Be Treated. I Be, So That He Could Receive The Glory From What I Do, Don’t Do, Contemplate Doing, etc. Because At The End Of It All, I Pray That My ABBA, Father Is Well Pleased. That, Is What Matters To Bri.
So I Say This To Say, Dispite Counter Culture And All That This World And This World’s Standards Are (or lack there of), Is Not Apart Of Bri And Who, I Am. Despite There Being Manipulators And Beings Of Narcissists, Or Narcissistic Behaviors, I Choose To Be, Good. What I Am Now Noticing Or Acknowledging Is That, It Not Reciprocated. There Is Not Much Reciprocity Of Good Beings Or Happening In This Here World. And I Get It. I Don’t Like It. I Don’t Agree With It, But I Get It.
The Point Is, I Be, Or At Least Work At Maintaing My BEing To Be Like The Most High God. To Be Like Jesus And The Holy Spirit. To Be, A Reflection And Replication Of Their Beings. To Be Who They Be. And I Have To Be, With No Strings Attached. But I Have To Be, With Boundaries And Set Standards And Rules. Because Like The King Of Kings And The Lord of lords, I Have To Establish My Being AndWith That, Establish My Throne. I Will Not Be Shaken. I Will Not Be Moved. I Shall Be Planted Like A Tree, Planted By The Most High Himself. 8:32PM 7•12•20
