I called this picture Frozen.
This drawing turned out to be more difficult than I thought ( ̄▽ ̄*)ゞ And yet, I was sooo happy to draw it, even for so many days! (o^ ^o) It was very nice to draw every detail and, despite the fact that I didn’t know at first what kind of light I should make, I finished well. And despite the fact that I still see what could be added ᕕ( ᐛ )ᕗ but we know the measure ✧˖°
In general, the fact is that I decided to sketch the situation that happened in July, and now I want to explain it to you a little, because ..If it were not so important, I wouldn't draw this.
So, in the last month, a lot has happened to the Eighth. The most important thing is his change in himself. Not only did I change very much from the period of January to the present day and could influence them (the closest connection with the closest people), so also those incomprehensible or difficult situations took place in The World of Terra (one of them is about what happens if the Guardian really gets hooked on evil¹), which sometimes racked their brains. There were so many of them that, purely physically, I wouldn't be able to write them down even in the book that I'm already planning now.
Four of my cuties, who lived for some time in Belgrade (the city of the World of Terra), not remembering what happened in the White Town, have already begun to get used to the fact that they can live both there and there and generally walk through different universes, if necessary. But still, despite the fact that it was clear that they had two houses, the problems were felt in time, in the perception of the place and.. changes in them. In all respects: mentally and physically. This especially affected the Eighth, who has always been very different for me in that he, like me, sometimes thinks VERY much, which, of course, does not lead to a good state for me or him, if we go too far with the "search for meanings". But even this wasn't the main aspect, unbalancing.
The main thing was the period itself, when, after a clamped state and the subsequent acceptance of his tiger part of himself, which was temporarily suppressed in the history of The World of Terra (by the way, this is a spoiler), he began to intuitively choose how it would be easier for him. Because throughout many stories, he constantly hesitated to either be inconspicuous and quiet, or help a lot of people, and, accordingly, a lot of eyes will be directed to him. And sensuality, instability and incredible strength burned in such a way that it forced energy to burst out in jerks and at first morally torment, and then, when there was no strength and desire to endure the pressure of elections and constant raging emotions (but the worst thing is that the question "but what for?", destroying even the most common sense), the physical body himself tried to protect himself, using the Guardian Force². However, since this only made him more sensitive, it didn't help to defend himself, but rather increased the desire to be "lowered", supposedly calming this incredible power raging in him, but in the end completely destroying him.
And then one day it happened.
The drawing, like a photo, depicts the first day when they, Veles and Severina, in the house of the Eighth, remote from the White Town, “froze” at the place where he fell and crashed, not even being able to physically recover. And Severina, a few days before, tried (almost in desperation) to protect him from these bursts that split him. Having the Force to use various ores, she created for him this diamond protection, resembling armor, in some places fastened with a golden thread, which she dissolved on occasion and helped to remove the armor. Having first made a promise to herself to be more attentive to him and not to allow herself to believe so trustingly that her beloved was really all right, she, at that moment, when it became clear that he wouldn't rise and speak, fell on knees, bowing like for a king, which he was in The World of Terra for a certain period, and then she froze, too.
So they froze for a week. A week in OUR time. For them, it was a very long time, and therefore, the last days, the Eighth came to consciousness and began to think about what had happened. Watching the sky, he felt sorry for acting so cruelly towards everyone, and after some time (recently), when he saw.. my attitude towards him and everything, in principle, I think, it became crystal clear that if we treat themselves so ruinously, then all the negative thoughts, like a black spot on the water, will spread to everything and EVERYONE around, that it will become unbearable to live, especially if we realize that we LOVE.
Well, at the end of that week, Severina, because of the voice of the Eighth, who called and asked her to get up, unclenched her muscles and was able to move. It was difficult at first due to the long immobility and contraction of the body, but she recovered quickly, especially due to the fact that she saw the Eighth healthy.
We all became healthier that day.
This whole situation is incredibly illustrative of first my changes in myself between January and summer, which affected their lives, and then theirs changes. And it happened so hard in addition because I changed my attitude TO THEM this summer. Since for a long time I didn’t even meet them at all, and even longer I was tormented by thoughts that were unpleasant and killed any meanings. The meaning of doing something, the meaning of being interested in something, the meaning of loving something.
But now everything fascinates me, even this, only more and more. Because watching me and them change because of HOW I cognize the world… It's truly magical. And through their eyes to perceive the world and myself from different angles has always been very useful for me.. and nice… Until I started to doubt just because I was dependent on the opinions of others.
But we set the meaning of life for ourselves, and what anyone can be attributed to me if I am happy, and the soul radiates Light? We all live in completely different ways, with individual views of the world, but we live, Guard Love in our hearts and freely experience the wonders of this world.
Isn't that the main thing?
Everyone of us decides for themself how we relates to the world and what our world will be like. I chose for myself what I dreamed about when I wanted to become happy since 2018.
I became; I create, I live, I love, I appreciate, I run to the beat of the melody of my soul, I play the way I want it.
And life is beautiful, as always.
¹ - The situation will be described in the book and perhaps even sketched or described separately. Maybe.
² - When the body is transformed into a mirror, it is easier for the Guardian to perceive every energy movement around and use it.