""Trapped in Desolation: A Cry for Release""
My days are filled with monotony
A constant loop of repetition
I feel trapped, stuck in my own story
And my mind is consumed with self-derision
Every day brings disappointment
As I compare myself to others' success
Their effortless achievements, a constant torment
While I struggle and fail, feeling like less
I cling to every sliver of hope
Trying trends and manifestation
But still, the cycle of self-hate elopes
Dragging me deeper into stagnation
The weight of failure is overwhelming
And the thought of it consumes my mind
I find myself contemplating death, unwilling
But escaping life's cruel bind
I envision a peaceful rest
Where I become one with nature
As a dandelion, I bloom and crest
Or dancing daffodils, a beautiful feature
I'll let the bees and butterflies decide
My fate, as I let go and surrender
No more struggles or tears to hide
Just a peaceful existence, free from all agenda
For in nature, there is no judgment
No standards or expectations to meet
Just the beauty of being, a testament
To life's endless cycle, pure and sweet.
(Inspired by the song "We're all eating each other" by Juliet Ivy)