#think good thoughts

[m0tiv8me]

When you think you can’t go on. Think about all the times that you have.

When it comes to overcoming, you’re undefeated.

Think about that!

[flowernesslove]

Spoiler Alert: for those wishing to avoid political things for understandable reasons, plz feel free to skip this post! It's so important to take care of your mental health and protect your peace. I am sending you all the hugs rn in hopes that it helps. Also, avoiding the news is rather awesome actually, if it helps any? This too shapp pass, and we will all be there, together!

Today's update: positive changes enacted by the previous presidents are being removed... Oh, and someone (*cougheloncough*) actually made the Nazi salute. In front of a huge audience. So. Trying to think good thoughts for the next four years, tbh. For people in other parts of the world... Man. I really, seriously hope it's going better in your neck of the woods. Bc right now a convicted rapist who thinks the solution to a hurricane is to use nukes.... Has the nuclear codes. And he's bff's with actual Nazis. So. 🤞 For good things? (What in the 🌎 do other countries think if Americans rn, I wonder.🤦‍♀️)

[honeycombhank]

Okay, update time!

On the night of the 24th into the early morning of the 25th I was in horrendous pain I woke up my love and we drove to the ER

Well, I no longer have a gallbladder. They had to take out my gallbladder! I was shocked! I did not expect that to be the outcome! But it was and so now i am in recovery at home.. this is so painful! Wow! I have never had surgery before.

Please think good thoughts for me!

[spiritualseeker777]

[thebookshoparoundthecorner]

Hey friends I don’t always like to mention personal stuff on this blog but my dog has had two seizures today so any healing energy or good thoughts you can throw her way would be so appreciated ❤️❤️ she’s home now and on medication but we’re not sure what’s going to happen next, hoping for the best 🙏

[birlwrites]

OKAY Y'ALL

800 WORDS LEFT TO WRITE

IF I GET THOSE DONE I *CAN* END THE TTDL HIATUS TOMORROW

[hebicakes]

i was made to believe that i was uniquely evil and bad and a monster by people I had been friends with. I had been made to believe that i had done things so irreparably had and i was an abusive monster and what was done to me was appropriate. i went years believing that i must be a horrific monster.

but i wasn't. my "crimes" were not any worse than any other person's. i got angry when pushed too much. i had several mental breakdowns over not being believed while also working full time at a terrible job in a different timezone. i kept being accused of purposefully avoiding my friends just because i kept going to bed when they'd wake up.

i just to argue for ages, but that's not uniquely terrible. plenty of people were bad with boundaries before they learned how to work them. i am not uniquely evil. i was a person scapegoated over and over and over because it was easier than others needing to grow and change.

and im still being used as a scapegoat, and it's very exhausting. i am not some terrible titan. i am not a beast living under your bed. i am just a person with a different mind than you. i don't send anon hate, when I've blocked someone, i never check up on them. and still the people who hate me for being just as flawed as them are still actively portraying me as monstrous.

it hurts. i find out about it third hand. i find out my friends are being told to drop me or they'll be punished. how strange is that...? how can they think they're in the right if this is how they behave? it's brain unmaking.

i am not uniquely evil. i am just a person growing through life. i don't inherently know better due to being older. i am capable of failing spectacularly. i am capable of disappointing others. these things do not make me monstrous.

[classic-and-gold]