Hello, I’m not expecting forgiveness or a response to this or for you to say it’s okay because it wasn’t. I completely understand if you are done with this issue because it was a while ago and it took me a while to find your blog again. But I owe you a big, overdue apology. (1)
I was one of the anon’s who harassed you about the Tom Hiddleston thing. I didn’t send you suicide bait or anything but I was incredibly rude and hostile and you didn’t deserve it at all. I was in a very toxic mindset at the time (I’m not saying that as if it excuses my behavior, it 100% does not, I had no right to take out my own issues on you. I’m just saying it was completely me in the wrong, not you) (2)
and I’m trying to be a better person, that’s not who I want to be anymore, and I realize how poorly I interacted with you. I thought I was defended my “fav” but in reality I was harassing an innocent person who was just expressing an opinion and if I didn’t like it I should have just ignored it instead of jumping down your throat. (3)
I should’ve considered how you would have felt and I didn’t, I should have thought about how sending you hate would have affected anything you might have been going through in your personal life and I didn’t, I should have just respected your right to have an opinion even if I don’t like it and just let it go but I didn’t. I was out of line and I was wrong. From the bottom of my heart I am very, very sorry for harassing you. I’m so sorry. (4)
first of all, thank you. obviously i’m not going to say it was okay but i do forgive you. you’re the only person to ever own up to their shit and apologize to me, and that takes guts and tbh i admire you for that. i’m glad you are in a better place now, good enough to realize what was so wack about the behavior.
tumblr (the internet in general now) has this absolutely fucking wild mindset of “THIS PERSON I LIKE IS PERFECT AND HAS NO FLAWS” but its not true, everyone fucks up. i used to be like that too, i felt like i needed to prove their innocence all the time.
i rambled on lowkey but to make a long story short, thank you. please feel free to message me off anon if you ever need help or to talk someone, i’m literally always on this goddamn website so i’m here.