#this is human

[angelasrandom-blog]

It is two days before Earth day... but seriously? This is just a few meters away from my village. There are signs everywhere that they shouldn't do this.... but nothing changes. I have a theory about this pandemic... It is just nature paying us back. And we deserve it. I am truly, deeply ashamed...

[x-fliesenleger-x]

What if everyone is wondering if someone is thinking about them when in fact no one is thinking about anyone,

Really though, what are you thinking?

About someone else or what they think of you?

What they think of you is about you 😂😂

One narcissist, two narcissist, egomaniac, egomaniac, egomaniac

Get over it and go on with your day

😁

🌟💓🌟

[lemonmeanscandylove]

Watch "Mommy Issues: A Personal Analysis (feat. Meryl Streep)" on YouTube

This is my video

[boy5150]

We went to Vegas btw

[boy5150]

i have amazing friends. can you believe it? there’s a whole squad of them who want me around. they protect me, they love me, they want me alive. maybe they are here to keep me living. 

this thing though. sometimes i hear them say the most nastiest things. they gang up on me and they are all against me. i hear their voices talk all the shit... why is this fucker even here, idiot, stupid stupid stupid, kill yourself already (to say the least). i hear my friends say these crazy things. i hear the other dark voices confirming this. i know all the voices are in my head, but the dark voices have formed their voices to sound exactly like my friends. i am having so much trouble trying to differentiate between the real from the fake. i am frustrated and i am tired of everything. i don’t want to hear their voices. i don’t want to hear anything. i can read their minds and suddenly i would do anything in the world to be alone. i don’t want to be with anyone. why do these people even want my company? life would just be easier if everyone was gone. better yet, life would be better if i was gone.

it’s getting worse. never would i had thought the dark voices in my head would soon sound exactly like my friends. my friends who keep me sane are now bringing new levels of insane to my mind. this mind i have is so fucked. it’s fucked beyond imagination. my mind is wanting to die, but i’ve been so blessed to have made the greatest friendships in this lifetime that i couldn’t do this to them. 

i love them so much. i am the luckiest guy in the world.

[boy5150]

spent my birthday at work, getting a haircut, and finally going to bed early. with the exception of a few birthday greetings here and there, it was a normal day. i made it to 28.