I want to change that. Others say that you could absolutely change that. I mean, it's not impossible. Yeah, it;s not. But i don't know if it;s really hard for me or it;s just that,i prioritize happiness this much, wherein i get excited and too confident that i'll be happy and he'll surely make me happy. We'll be happy. And because of that, i forget to think about the things that might happen. Negative things.
What ifs don't enter my mind at the first stage but it enters my mind in the middle of the situation, when i already lost the game & i already fell. And when the time comes Stupid much? Yeah. Love makes me this stupid and i hate it. it hurts me. al;etyiepwotiyewoifj;ASAdaadsfkhladfh