#this october

[normalpeoplethiings]

heartstopper season three is coming out this october!

[spinningjupiters]

// home //

May be home isn't a place

May be it is a feeling

May be it is wherever

There's you and I.

[theredwallrecorder]

When blood of weak meets blood of strong, Reap the whirlwind you have sown, Beware the lightning summer mark, Of one whom you have known. To the Lord who scorns all pity, Open wide Dark Forest gate, There a little flower awaits, One day to seal your fate.

Nightshade the Seer, Outcast of Redwall

[goodlord-willbond]

Some of you may already be aware, but I am doing a LYRICAL ART SPECIAL. It’s running from 21st October (yesterday day 1 and day 2 are already up) to the 30th October. When I return to college. You can view them below.

This is day’s link, at the bottom will be a link for each day and more will be added to each post. Enjoy, I certainly am. X

DAY 1: https://itsdinglesugdenlove.tumblr.com/post/166651992306/lyrical-art-special-day-1-october-21st-2017

DAY 2: https://itsdinglesugdenlove.tumblr.com/post/166681668171/lyrical-art-special-day-2-october-21st-2017

DAY 3: https://itsdinglesugdenlove.tumblr.com/post/166722019356/lyrical-art-special-day-3-october-21st-2017

DAY 4: https://itsdinglesugdenlove.tumblr.com/post/166755129806/lyrical-art-week-day-4-october-21st-2017-october

DAY 5: https://itsdinglesugdenlove.tumblr.com/post/166792241851/lyrical-art-special-day-five-october-21st-2017

[spinningjupiters]

// fear of loss //

In Kurt Cobain's documentary, 'Montage of heck'; hè explains how the fear of losing loved ones before you is the most incapacitating feeling. And that eventually resulted in so much of his anxiety and depression because he couldn't cope with the idea of seeing his loved one hurt or pass away. That fear was so self absorbing that it consumed the sanity in him. Yet, once you become a mother that's the fear you wear around your neck like a pendant. You take it every where even in your dreams. You see your child as a manifestation of your traits good and bad ones and you would do anything in your power to see them achieve milestones in life. But the immense feeling of anything happening to them becomes so overwhelming that it becomes impossible to carry on. And there's no escaping this, it is here to stay.

[spinningjupiters]

// alone //

Alone I carry

The bane of my existence

Like a feather

Swaying in the wind

Without a home

Residing only in poetry

Of heavy words

And sublime feelings

Alone I travel

The unchartered lands

Of unknown fears

Making sense of days

That change into nights

Blinking away a lifetime

That on longer belongs to only me

It is shared

With seasons

Confiding at the equinox

Secrets that only I decipher

Held captive in the shadows

That walk next to me at night

They know where I sleep

And creep into my morning tea

Tasting the bitter reality

Of where I used to be

Inside my mind is a home

I built so long ago

I've forgotten where I put the keys

Drowning in deep slumber

Is who I was some time ago

Alone I watch the sunset

As twilight turns to dust

And I witness the world belong to someone else

At least for now I know

The reflection I see

Is no longer me.

[spinningjupiters]

Half done;

I have been,

Leaving things,

Half way,

The words,

Of conversations,

Fall over my skin,

And I brush them off,

Like dust,

Settling over,

Old furniture,

I can't,

Keep the embalming,

Nature of time,

Holding me hostage,

While you walk free,

I have left,

Books unread,

Stories unraveled,

Confessions unsaid,

For now,

I'm marvelling,

The beauty,

Of ease,

In leaving,

Things,

Half done,

Just like,

Our love.