Cry, you have a whole night to just cry, cry in bed, in the shower, scream into your pillow; let everything out, and let yourself fall asleep. Then, you’ll wake up the next day, and wash your face, have a shower and drink your coffee. You’ll laugh with your friends, and cuddle your family, and get all the support you possibly need from those you love. You won’t talk about him, or her, or them, or any of that toxicity. You’ll push those thoughts out of your mind and replace them with the things and places and people that excite you- this is your new beginning, your chance. You’ll hurt from the things you’ll see of them, but you’ll need to keep your head up. You’ll strive everyday to be happy with yourself and won’t rush into any rebounds or drop kicks and settle for less than what you deserve; to know that when you find someone, it will be out of desire rather than loneliness. You’ll treat yourself and take good care of your body. And you’ll find that this seems pointless to begin with, that this couldn’t possibly achieve anything. But one day, you’ll notice you’re not checking up on his social media accounts, you’re not perking your head up at his name anymore and you’re not crying yourself to sleep anymore. Your smile will become less forced, your laughter will become louder, and you’ll find the guy you’ve been dreaming of- Prince Charming- and he'll be just around the corner, and you won’t be heart broken any longer 🌸🌾