“I’m Fine Thank You”
I heard you had someone else to replace me.
How does it feel like to finally found someone to replace that spot?
I hope you’re happy, I hope she treats you well as how you treated me.
It hurts a little for the first 5 seconds,
reality kicks in, I’m back to normal.
It’s okay.
You’re not wrong about you found someone as my replacement.
It’s your choice, I have no voice to against it.
Honestly, I kinda feel nothing when I first heard the news.
Seconds after the news, I feel happy.
Finally, it knock some sense in my head to push myself harder to move forwards.
It’s funny a little because why did I felt hurt when I was the one who chose to leave.
You know what?
It’s okay. Be happy with what’s in front of you.
Maybe, I was the walking red flag about us.
I was the toxic ones.
Because when I’m with you,
I finally realise that sometimes I can be pretty tough person to deal with.
I pushed you away at first,
And you pushed me back.
It is better for us not to stay together.
We’re just going to hurt each other despite we both know that we don’t want to leave us.
Be happy.
Learn the lesson carefully.
I’m fine, thank you for your time.
- AJ, 7/7/24














