#thoughtful stuff

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It is the hollowness that we feel. The emptiness, dragging us astray, that makes us want to do what is right. It is not the good that we have, but the darkness inside, that makes us strive to reach for the light.

Me. This is what happens when I listen to sad music.

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… According to her notes …

Ume Mori = … 7/10!

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This isn’t a diamond either.

Man… Ume… This is a complicated one because… The first week before Mono takeover was that Ume was this super cool person!! Which she is!! But then Lee died and then Chapter 4 happened and she swore to laugh at the idiot who fell for the motive.

Then turns out Ume didn’t even kill for the motive directly so Lee felt horrible, coupled in with what happened in that very trial. But it did make her realize that people only really act when it personally concerns them, and that most of them were so selfish and she hate hate hated that.

But then third dead trial and Ume was their mediator, and Lee was… having problems recognizing Ume because??? where’s the bear???? on her jacket??? the hair looks familiar??? Yeah this is where she revealed that she had memory problems to Ume and Eli.

Other than that, she has no other real opinion for Ume other than that she found the mms, although Lee couldn’t help but wonder if it was really worth it. I dont know with her ignore this butt

But yeah, Ume’s cool, and she respects that but she doesn’t really see her as a friend but just some acquaintance.

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… According to her notes …

Hikaru Ookami = … 1.4/10!

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That’s not a diamond.

What the heckie, Lee?!?! You didn’t even have the decency to put it in 1.5??? Whatever yo.

Okay, so Hikaru. Man… This is a very tricky one since Lee doesn’t know that Hikaru and Daisuke were close, so for sure Hikaru has a beef against her. Not like she’d know.

But yeah, the reason her rating for him is lower is because of his attitude. While yes, he’s very useful in trials, she didn’t like his attitude towards the others. Like, who’d push others down when they’re already at the bottom???

And if she knew of his thoughts when he saw her name in the evidence list, I assure you that he wouldn’t even have a rating. She’d just view him as a selfish bastard and leave it at that.

Thank goodness that didn’t happen~

But she would try to avoid him, although she couldn’t help but think HE’D be the one avoiding her.

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… According to her notes …

Nicanor Smith = … 8/10!

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The nicanerd… man, their first official meeting wasn’t really the best for Nicanor, since Lee arrived injured from getting beaten by shadow Imogen, and this was during the time Monobear already showed up. So… Uh… Well, Lee recognized Nic though as the guy who was by the pool, so that’s a thing.

And then, during deadblog oh wow. During Chapter 5 when Nicanor pointed out that nobody would be so stupid as to use their talents to murder just like Lee did… Lee was THIS close to flipping off on him. THIS CLOSE.

Then erm… Deadblog and after THAT happened. Nicanor was the first person she met with zero memories, and she basically spilled to him everything about her memory problems (dude you should’ve used this chance to tell her it wasn’t healthy yo!!!), but I dunno with her???? She sees that her explanation to him about it as a way of getting close??? I mean she sees him more than an acquaintance, so a friend!!

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… According to her notes …

Kahori Abe = … 2/10!

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While they never interacted per se, Lee had to be one of the invisible audiences and see what Kahori did during Nanoka’s trial, so… I dunno, she never really formed an opinion on Kahori, so not much can be said.

Maybe now in postgame they can??? But I dunno with these two??

Gomen squid orz

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☆ !! !!! my sweet baby tattoo artist

… According to her notes …

Elijah Devereux = … 8/10!

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Lee is one of those people who actually knew Elijah before the game started, but not in the way Imogen did; she was actually a follower of his vlog! So there’s that yo~

She was really thankful of Elijah getting everyone to calm down so she can say her piece once she was pinned down as the murderer in Chapter 1, and… yeah.

That is, until deadblog.

Oh boy, that one was just…. ah…. Um…

Okay, so Lee didn’t feel any regret for calling Elijah a hypocrite for his actions, but she had that bit her back when Alphonse came to Elijah’s rescue, to which she broke down because Al was right in so many things, and comparing herself to their talents, what right did she have to say about hypocrisy?

And then they met again when doing the third trial, when Lee had no partner, and Eli and Ume were gonna do it. Ume had to be their mediator, and then Lee basically points out that they have no right to say they know how she feels about being a murderer, and then ends up revealing also that she has a sucky memory.

AND THEN THAT HAPPENED (but before that she was thankful Eli allowing her to copy down the notes about the plants)

And then uh… The second mm trial, with Yuu screaming at Elijah, to which Lee screamed in Eli’s defense??? Which was kinda weird??? But ah well. Also she made a sketch of him so there’s that.

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… According to her notes …

Tamaki Manabe = … 6.5/10!

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Her roommate that she only talked to during investigation before she died. Welp. She doesn’t really think much of Tamaki, but she does like their level-headedness during trials, something that she didn’t show during Daisuke’s.

And then she met them again when she returned from Isolation, and slapped their butt to know that this is a real feeling. Wow Lee. But I dunno, Lee got to share some info about herself, which was probably weird for takmak but whatever.

Also Tamaki was the one who basically knocked some sense into her, finally telling her that it wasn’t her fault for the game starting, so that really meant a lot to Lee. o/

Also they both killed using their talents lol what were the odds of that happening