#thoughts for thots

[fiction-boys-rule]

I just want to get on my knees for him…

Relax guys!! I just want to help take his prosthetic off and massage him after a hard day at work, jeez!

...and yeah maybe my hands (and mouth) would wander a little, sue me!!

[vikramsharma007]

[sketchyelvenasss]

I’m of the opinion despite Astarion’s protest and lack of approval gain, later when he’s alone with himself he really appreciates if the player told him they like his laugh lines, and the way his hair curls.

Especially so if being romanced where this scene usually happens well into the part of the relationship when Astarion is catching feelings—going by the general good play through choices bc that’s all I’ve played

[evy-shmurda]

Y'all with xtra long ding-a-lings

Do you ever worry about ya dick touching the toilet bowl when sitting down

[ectokelpeigh]

My toxic trait is that I always leave the best parts of my posts in the tags

[sneezefiction]

rewatched attack on titan for the millionth time and remembered how much it shaped me. which sounds cringe but??? i remember watching it at 11 and being so shocked by how gruesome the animation was and surprised that they actually showed characters dying with blood, guts, etc… on screen for everyone to see. the concept of a “mature” rated show hadn’t crossed my mind in terms of animation before — I didn’t think anime was capable of that kind of production.

i’d gotten so emotionally invested in it that it was most of what i thought about (along with a couple other shows) for almost an entire year. and, at the time, i didn’t see why i was so infatuated by it. but i realize now that what i loved were the themes of purpose, injustice, sacrifice, and death. that there was something so much bigger going on in this fictional world than i could comprehend.

when you’re 11, your world is tiny. and when you’re me and you’re 11 and you haven’t got but one friend… your world is very tiny, quiet, a bit lonely, and feels a bit meaningless. i’m sure i threw many pity parties lmao.

but yeah, those are such big topics to watch and hear about when you’re not even in your teens yet. so naturally, i dug into a lot of theories, stories, met people online with similar interests (thanks deviantart), in order to satiate my infatuation with it LOL.

AoT satisfied my need for community at the time. i discovered fanfiction (i can’t tell if that’s a good thing though), a love for creating and writing, and it also let me in on empathy. stepping into the shoes of another person, even of that person isn’t… real. hm.

but, essentially, i learned from fiction, if that makes sense.

in my current english courses, we talk a lot about rhetoric and what makes something meaningful/valuable. i mentioned how i like (and have always liked) to draw meaning from shows/songs/books/ideas that, on the surface, just look like entertainment.

i was met with a lot of agreement. i explained that much of what i watched and enjoyed as a kid was meaningful to me because i could picture myself there. i felt involved. i learned a little about belonging/community, about different forms of intelligence, about art, and making a difference, etc… when i couldn’t learn about it elsewhere. and because i didn’t have family to guide me much at all for several years, i utilized a lot of media to give myself (my time, life…) a little bit of importance and meaning.

it’s a bit sad to see myself back then looking for a community within a show. i could’ve really used some friends and guidance and maybe a few more years before i watched people dramatically lose limbs on TV. but it’s what i was working with and i think that’s okay. even if it involved naked giants and lots of death

anyway, just thought i’d put it out there. someone might relate 👍

[tenzoyamato]

Honestly, my fantasies are to sleep in, drink coffee with Iruka, grow then smoke some trees, and hangout with my bestie Kakashi. I'm a simple man.

//When you wake up to this in your DM's. Tenz, I can't believe you somedays... My muse has been unleashed.

[fuckysuckybrigade]

despite my playful ‘murder baby’ tag for Azula I genuinely think her ruthlessness comes from having been raised, brainwashed, and abused into thinking she always has to be perfect and beat everyone and I hate it when ppl reduce her to nothing more than a “bad bitch villan” type in gifsets, fic, etc. 

but at the same time her skills are so badass I have to just sit and appreciate them sometimes yfm....