#thoughtsabouthim

[glammyiris]

I hope you would hold my hand whenever I don't feel ok when 5am hits, where my body rebel against me.

I hope i'll still be beautiful in your eyes even if I have pale lips in the morning bcos I'm sick.

I hope I'll still be your favorite person in this world full of beautiful sunflowers, inspite of my imperfections.

[glammyiris]

Hi

It's been a while, the idea of seeing you again makes my heart ache and at the same time draws a smile on my face.

I can't wait to see you even though I'm hurt because of you. I can't wait to ask you 'how are you?' Because it's been a while since we last talked. I can't wait to see your face even though you always hide it from me. I can't wait to have another memory with you even though it only matters to me. I can't wait to talk to you even though my voice would crack because my tears would fall anytime.

[glammyiris]

Another day had passed without you it's been a routine now and I'm used to it already.

I'm not complaining because this kind of space let us think about what we should do after talking the other day.

Scrolling through my cellphone, reading the text you sent me makes me wanna cry out of happiness or out of sorrow.

It's always in between, we're always in between...

[glammyiris]

I don't know how to say it cos baby I'm not expressive. I pretend to be okay in front of everyone but mostly in front of you because I don't want your sympathy. We're two worlds apart but we're so close to each other waiting for our chance to come.

Honestly I'm breaking inside but I have to be strong. I have to be strong while you're finding answers for us, don't worry I understand you. Don't worry about me instead worry about yourself I'll be fine here because I know you need to figure things out on your own.

But if you're tired and confused come here I'll hold your hands and utter the words 'I'm sorry.' I'm sorry for letting you do it on your own, I'm here now. I'm here now to find the answers with you, I'm here now hush baby.

[glammyiris]

Saturday night has your name on it

Under the starry night where everything is peaceful you utter my name so softly.

You gave me shivers and a mini heart attack, I'm nervous.

What could it be?

Suddenly emotions filled my whole body while you're talking.

Sorry my dear for weeping, I just missed u and our late night talks.

A heavy weight feeling inside my heart has finally been lifted.

But we're still in the middle of everything ...

[glammyiris]

Ako lang ba?

Ako lang ba yung nasasabik sa mga text mo?

Ako lang ba yung umaasa na sana sa bawat araw na lumilipas sumasagi ako sa isipan mo?

Ako lang ba yung natataranta na baka makita o makasalubong kita sa gitna ng madaming tao?

Ako lang ba yung hindi makatulog dahil iniisip ko kung iniisip mo rin ba ako?

Ako lang ba?

[glammyiris]

Sitting right next to the person that I like he made me realized what it's like to be back in time where everything takes time, no rush, no broken hearts, no expectation, no demands, no commitments, no smudged lipsticks, no ruined mascara's, no beer nights. Just the right way of getting closer to each other without any rush, i like that way too. I just forgot what it's like since this so called society ate that idea already.

[glammyiris]

We both know, we both wished that if we could turn back time we would but here we are sitting right next to each other and we're lost for words again. Wonderin' how we could start this little conversation without offending one another. Talking about the things how we could start again but darling i hope you would take risk for me no, for us.