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Extremely specific lyrics by Blue October that remind me so heavily of suguru geto:
-"Until I saw your blue eyes cry and I held your face in my hand, and then I fell down yelling 'make it go away'!" (Hate me)
-"Your baby is a monster/you don't know the things I've done/the sky that I sleep under/you don't know what I've become." (I wanna come back home)
-"all in all I'm not the same/and I'm scared to tell you everything/all of the things I've done/will you let me come back home?/i wanna come back home." (I wanna come back home.)
-"no more screaming someone save me/no more echoing the fail." (Time changes everything.)
-"I only want you to see/my favorite part of me/and not my ugly side (ugly side.)
Blue October is so heart breakingly perfect for JJK in every way.
Abhi kuch hii din pehle somebody said to my mom ki "aapki beti kitni shaant hain" and then I suddenly remembered ki bachpan mein PTM ke waqt school se ek hii complaint aati thi and that is "aapki beti bohut baat karti hain". That time it hit me really hard. Sahi mein, waqt ke saath sab kuch kaafi badal jata hain.
Let my head get in the way I kept her calling for days I’m just the ghost of a good fucking soul, just a phase (It’s just a phase)
Swallow my pride, watch the ones that I can't touch As I drift away, fade away Can’t forgive myself Can’t forget yesterday
More, Less.
Thought I wanted so much more Now I want so much more...less.
Things aren't what they always seem When you think you're not getting what you want
Maybe that's not exactly what you needed in the first place And don't realize until you finally get it
So you must then either stop Or figure out how to get back to your peace
Happy Trans Day of Visibility from your resident punk hey/they bastard who's been transitioning for over half a year now! For the longest time it was something I thought I could never have due to health and circumstances. My life was a lot darker and different a year ago, and change is always terrifying. But there's still always hope. And there's still always being unapologetically you. You're deserve to be respected. You deserve to be happy. And you deserve to be able to not have to cut away parts of yourself to be palatable.
