External Validation.
Always looking elsewhere For what I'm trying to find
How can I search for what I really need If it comes from what's inside?
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External Validation.
Always looking elsewhere For what I'm trying to find
How can I search for what I really need If it comes from what's inside?
Heart Breaks Spirit Rises.
The love felt for you Selfishly wants to bring you back
With the celestial peace you're feeling It'd be a sin to pull you away
Your life made this Earth better Until we meet again in the next plane
Winding Roads of...Progress?
Have tried so many times To re-wire my own mind
Except I can't help but seem to focus On any negative thing I can find
Yes it's a process How long will it take?
I'm trying to heal But the more I do the more I ache
Laid To Rest.
You were here And now you're not
The process was not sudden But from my distant eye it was
You were a friend Then not so much
Loved by many Yet not by me
Not anymore After the way you treated me
During one of the worst periods Of my life to date
No escape My only one
You made a personal hell when you Weaseled your way into any chance you could make it so
So I love you And I hate you
Because you Didn't know
Except for the part where That shouldn't have mattered
Still I hope you rest peacefully But also hope we don't meet again.
Grief.
In losing someone You lose a part of yourself
Unaware of how Lost you are
Until you start To find some of the pieces
And start putting them Back together again
Confusion Loop.
Always searching... For what? Nobody is sure
Why do us humans Have this innate nature To seek out more?
To find a Deeper meaning Where there often is none?
It makes no sense But there must be A reason we crave this...
Maybe it's something to Dare I say: Seek out more
Try Try Again.
Why do so many of us Try so hard To resist becoming Our true selves?
Impact.
A few simple words or A long story
Can both change The course of ones life
If something Speaks to you
Hold it close To your heart
And explore Why it means so much
It could Change your life
You never know Until you do
Word Stew.
Take a poem Mix it up
Spread the thoughts Into their cups
Some are separate Some the same
If it doesn't feel right Jumble the words again
Pick Up and Go.
Packing up Putting away Move it somewhere Move it again
Time to unpack Take a seat Look back through the clutter Might be neat
Do or don't Either way If you decide don't It's here to stay
If you decide do And walk your way through It'll be therapeutic And there will be less that'll stew
A Friendly Heads Up
Give yourself time...
To adjust to new settings/events/situations To make important decisions To try something new
Give yourself grace...
When you need to rest When you have no motivation When something doesn't happen as quickly as you'd like
Your body. Your mind. Your soul.
Knows best...
We live in this current society But deep down are still connected to Earth at our roots So trust it. Trust you.
Where And Who Am I?
Always thinking about how I want to show people my true self
And after a moment of pause Realizing I'm not even sure Who that is anymore...
Some Yes Some No.
Some things will work for you Some will not
Without trying some of both You'll never know which is which
If It's Not Just...
So wild that The outcome of one's Life can change Based solely off of What OTHER people want?
What about you? How do you feel about it? Can you even tell? Do you even know? Time to make it a point to find out...
Past, Present, Future.
Don't want to Spend the now waiting And the later lamenting
So in Order to Avoid this
I must make The present Lead me to the future
And leave The lamenting In the past
Building These Surroundings.
What do I want to build? How should I navigate this plane? What environment would I like to create To make me unable to believe this is the life I get to live?
Feeling so grateful for These wonderful moments of clarity Allowing everything to slow down So I can decide what ways to speed it up as I please
Feeling Feelings Feels Feely.
Real life has felt Like how running in a dream does For the past month and a half
Feeling the pain Letting all of the emotions Run wholly through me
Hurt in the moment But now that I've seen it through To the other side
I'm feeling lighter Walking lighter And am feeling incredibly alive