#time dysphoria

[masterhunter2000]

Every second, perception. Did it happen now or after, after now of course, I know it can't be before unless it's now. I watch something happen and it's like it's always been, you can't grieve what's always been. Like the scars, there now and I'v really never know anything else. Someone's dead, they have always been, but they were alive, two states at war, how can I miss the dead when there living? I wonder if I'm just a another aspect of God, outside of time, a sliver of a shard, a the entirety of humanity exists as. The lord has of course the facilities (if that's what you want to call infinity) how can man know what it is to be out of time, while throughout it. I'm simply here and after, as I am before

[transtypalblog]

i really regret buying the xbox 360 not the PS2. i feel so modern and disgusting. i cna't cope with this device dysphoria :[

[desertthorn]

The last few days have felt like weeks. I only just noticed. How has it only been 2 days.....

[asagi-s-garden]

Person: Haha, I love Christmas in July! It's so cheery and helps me get in the spirit! Don't you think?

Me, someone with mild time dysphoria who freaks out every July because it makes me feel like Christmas is days away: *sweats nervously*

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Me: Ugh do they really have to put *insert holiday* related stuff out two/three months early?? That's so excessive...

Person: Then why are you buying it? You're encouraging them

Me: I literally can't help myself because I feel like I'll run out of time if I don't, this is not my choice

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Me: *expressing severe anxiety about the holiday season*

Person: It's August...

Me: I know, only four months until the rush, I'm so behind

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Person: Wow! You started buying gifts/decorations three months early!? You're so prepared!!

Me: No you don't understand, this isn't a mark of a well-put-together prepared person with control over their life, this is a mark of mental illness

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Person: Oh don't worry about what to get me for my birthday/Christmas, I'll like anything you buy!

Me: But if you don't give me explicit details I'll literally buy everything and second guess all of it

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Person: Oh you know me! I'm easy to shop for :)

Me: I mean I know you on a casual level but what was your favorite Disney movie as a child and what animal do you have an extreme emotional attachment to? If my gift doesn't make you tear up I obviously didn't do it right

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Person: Only 84 days till Christmas!

Me: *internal screaming*

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TV: *runs random holiday related special at a completely random time of year*

Me: *curls up in a ball and has an anxiety attack*

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Person: I can't wait until winter so we can get rid of this heat- what are you doing?

Me: *buying gift wrap and Christmas ornaments* WINTER IS COMING

Person: IT'S JULY

Me: I KNOW

[hopefulbutfrustrated]

Today has been such a strange day.

We experienced a new audio hallucination? The parental units were speaking to us, but everything they said was not understandable. It did not sound like words? We also experienced many small time losses today :/