#tiny tanaka

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Inktober day 8: as a (chibi) child @k8rgy its like ages later but i drew tiny tanaka :)

[tinytanaka]

Maybe, Just Maybe

Maybe that’s just it

Maybe

even in a thousand lifetimes

it will always be you.

Maybe

just maybe

it’s been you all along.

[tinytanaka]

Past Tense

Nothing will ever hurt as much as when I heard her whispered confession behind me and then turn to leave with loud footsteps.

“I believed in you.” 

Past tense ruins lives and whispers crush souls.

[tinytanaka]

Don’t and Won’t

Don’t let them tell you that your love is difficult that you are difficult that your love was never worth it

Don’t let them tell you that they were never yours that you will never be good enough that your love was meaningless

Don’t let them ruin you girl with wild eyes and crazy hair you are the essence of love of the fever of the thrill of the purest of magic.

You are untamable Your love is true You’re complex and lovely You are never meant to be theirs.

So let the minx inside  be free be free for me

[tinytanaka]

I wanted to love you for the rest of my life. I wanted it more than anything, more than the still beating of my heart. But now? Now, there is nothing more than a want to never see you again.

A Love Lost

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Hi Sara!!!!!!!! How have you been? :D

ZIAAA i'm okay sdhfalkd today is my last day of musical theatre and i'm honestly very okay with that because i am t i r e d

HOW ARE YOU

[tinytanaka]

Lilikoi Butter

You tasted like

smoke and sadness

hope and lilikoi butter

like a breath of fresh rainfall

and dirty melting snow.

You were beautiful

yes

of course

but something underneath

all of that strain and stress

smelled like poison

were you poisoned

from the start

or did you just

want me to turn into you?

[tinytanaka]

More, She Wanted.

What are we  she spoke.

People I replied.

She pressed her pencil to her lips and thought out loud. I always wanted to be more

She returned to her writing and I knew that conversation had ended. She had always wanted to be fantastic. To be more than she already was.

I never wanted to stand out. I wanted to be the pedestal that she sat upon when looking out at her people. I wanted to make her shine like the diamond she never thought she was. I wanted her to love herself just like I did.

But you will never stop wanting to be more. More than who you are now. I hope, that if you do become more, that you will still love me for the less I am.