Jesse NSFW alphabet OR headcanons of him losing his virginity to a female reader... can you tell I’m thirsty for Jesse lmao
a/n: sorry for taking so damn long to answer but finally got the inspiration to write for jesse and I hope that you enjoy this nearly 3k fic. :)
warnings: smut, blowjobs, unwrapped willy, jesse calling you sweetheart and darling, missionary, lots of kissing, and plenty of swearing.
your lips press tenderly against his, your lips curling into the kiss as your arms wrap around his shoulders, his lips are smooth, buttery, and something that sets your heart aflame. Maybe it's because of teenage hormones, the fact you've never gone so far with a boy before, or maybe it's because it's Jesse and he's just so ... amazing and sweet to you. His hands rest upon your hips, fingers caressing and lightly pressing his fingers into the fabric of your shirt. Your breaths become ragged in your throat, shorter and quicker as you clutch at his midnight sky hair, his heated breathes ring clearly through your ears as he draws away from your lips, his eyes fluttering closed as his lips crash against yours once more. Moaning against the smoothness of his lips, stumbling on your feet, you land upon the bed behind you, no clue who's room this was but did either of you care? Nope. A short playful laugh slips from your lips, your lips curled into a devilish and devious grin as you edged back towards the headboard of the bed, Jesse's eyes were burning and dark with eagerness, half of his lips were curled into a smirk.
" ... hhmm ... are you sure you wanna do this, babe?" His eyes traveling all over your body, though your legs, those thighs look delicious enough for him to desire to bury his head in between them.
"course' I do ... thing is ... are you sure you wanna do this?" a sense of playfulness and giving him a challenge.
"oh, do I?" His words came out in a whisper, a devilish playful grin resting upon his lips, his knees meet the mattress as his shirt is already halfway over his head. A short slim trail of pitch-black hair trailing from his belly button down to his lower region could be seen as he throws his shirt onto the floor. Setting both of his arms on the opposite sides of your body, your hands crept up to his back, your eyes staring eagerly at his exposed chest. He keeps a smile on his lips, a short snort exiting his nostrils, noticing your eyes staring down at his chest.
"uhm ... I ... just wanna know if you've done this before ... maybe you could lead me or somethin'" His eyes avoid yours, you can't help but chuckle at his words, was he a virgin? How cute.
"you've never ... had sex before?" Though whispered, his cheeks began to flush warm shades of red at your words, a low anxious chuckle leaves his lips, trying to keep a smile upon his lips.
"uhm ... is it that obvious? ... I just ... never got that far, probably just need a little ... leading is all." A short chuckle leaves your lips, his nerves begin to soothe when your thumb caresses his face. "How ... cute. Don't worry, I'm not making fun at all. Just ... maybe expected a guy like you to have girls all around you." His eyebrows raise at your words, yeah he had a few girls interested in him or so he's been told but he never thought you had that impression of him.
"okay ... but you're the only girl right here with me." He smiles warmly at you, his bistre brown eyes meet yours, eyes light and warm with adoration, and with how he would look at you, smile at you, it made your heart flutter and your stomach flip at his mere gaze.
"so ... cheesy, ha ..." you snorted as a light laugh left your lips and his at your words. "Couldn't resist, sweetheart." and there he goes with his sweet words, smiling widely at his words, your stomach is so light and your heart is thumping in your chest, each beat feels heavier than the last. A small smile remains upon his lips as his eyes sneak down to your lips, holding his breath, your lips meet once again, he savors the tenderness of your lips and he relishes in the bliss that comes with it. Moaning deeply, your hand trails down to his jeans, the short purr of the zipper rang clearly through the air, the ruffling of his pants shortly afterward, and finally a short gasp against your lips. Enveloping his thick, half-erect cock in your grasp, leaving a distance between you, his forehead pressed against yours, eyes shut tight though his lips are parted, slow heavy breaths exit his lips and his throat. The sensations leave him lightly thrusting his hips into your fist, the strokes are slow and firm and a short groan is pried from his lips when your finger circles around the head.
"how does that feel, jesse?" You whisper into his ear, your hand moving up towards the base of his now fully erect cock, beginning to leak and drip before you.
"good ... hmm" Inhaling sharply, a short chuckle leaves his lips, he liked hearing something, anything, silence was something he couldn't find too much comfort in.
"come on ... you don't have to do all the work, sweetheart." A short relaxed moan comes out after those words, a devilish grin curls onto his lips as he sits on his side, shifting upwards as he rushes to get his jeans off of him. Now in just a pair of fitting briefs that gave a clear outline of his cock, noticing your eyes glancing down towards him, he can't help the short chuckle that exits his lips.
"my, my ... you have such perverted eyes, don't you?" He teases, your expression quickly shifts into disbelief and that of playfulness. "I mean is admiring you perverted?" You answer.
"probably not ... now let me get some of these clothes off of you, let me see you." A relaxed grin remained on his lips as your shirt came off over your head, throwing it onto the carpet, on your knees you begin to unclasp your bra, letting it fall onto the sheets beneath you. His eyes widen slightly, sure he's seen a few magazines before but it was just so different than the real thing.
"it seems you like what you see, don't you? Come on ... you can take off my pants for me, can't you?" You tease in a lewd purr, grinning at him with great eagerness and friskiness, creeping closer towards him, your lips trail all over his collarbone, leaving light kisses among his smooth skin. He's trying so hard not to smile like a doofus at these sweet kisses left all over your skin, your lips trailing down his stomach, your eyes meeting his for a few moments, you catching his flushed cheeks and his eyelashes heavy over his eyelids.
"hooly shit ..." A long high gasp exits his lips as your tongue drags along the sides of his cock, swallowing thickly as his hands travel up and down your back, short ragged breaths leave his throat. The warm rippling sensation traveled through him as the head of his cock entered your warm heated lips, heavy sharp breaths exit his lips and your name tumbles desperately off his tongue.
"mmh ... goddamn ... so good ..." The slurred words fall off his tongue as you slowly bob your head up and down his thick cock, the sides of cock pressed a little too close to the walls of your throat but you didn't care. Burning waves of ecstasy flooded through him, his hips begin to sink deeper into your throat, slowly pulling his hips in and out of your mouth, relishing and savoring the captivating sensations that travel through his body simply from your lips alone. Your hands move to wrap around his thighs, gaining a bit of leverage as you hallow your cheeks in, sharply sucking on his hot throbbing flesh driving in and out of your lips.
Fuck. Fuck. Shit.
"oh, sweetheart ... that's so fucking good ... don't know ... how much ... I'll be able to handle but ... oh, shit ..." his words slurred and rushed but dripping in pure bliss, his expression fades deeper and deeper into pure bliss, throwing his head back and his hips snapping into your mouth swiftly causing you to gag hard at the sudden thrusts into your mouth. His once short heavy breaths had turned into heavy moans, long continuous heavy breaths, and short gasps of your name falling off his tongue. It reminded you of some of those old pornos you'd manage to find in those adult shops a few miles out of town, especially the sounds Jesse made. Taking his cock out of your lips suddenly, the taste of him remained and lingered on your tongue like peppermint, your fingers move to your lips, wiping off excess drool that had gotten everywhere but your lips. Jesse's eyes at first widened, the pleasure quickly fading away from him until he realized you had pulled away from him. Goddamn it. He prayed to the heavens that he wasn't too rough on you. He probably was.
"i'm sorry ... fuck ... I was too rough, wasn't I?" He began to worry, sure it was cute but now it was his turn to pay attention to your needs. His eyes widened for a moment at you before your lips crashed against his with great need, and an even greater eagerness, wrapping your arms around him. Your lips taste like some cheap beer, he doesn't know the exact brand but he's tasted it before on your lips and there are slight sweet hints at the end of that strong alcoholic taste that lingers on your tongue. His arms wrap around your waist, groaning against your lips, writhing into the kiss, you ended up on your back, him back on top of you and in between your legs. His hips grind and connect against yours, a pity your pants still remained on your legs. His hands trail down your chest until he reaches your jeans, a short purr of a zipper echoed through the air, you begin to writhe and squirm out of your jeans that seemed to be an obstacle. Your lips crash together once more, moaning into each other lips, there's this edge in the air, maybe anxiety, maybe slight fear of the unknown, or possibly the what if's but it doesn't matter anymore. or will it?
"god, i need you inside of me so fuckin' bad ... need your dick so bad," you murmur, your words rushed and slurred as your lips begin to try to part, smiling into your lips, he begins to slip his hands into your underwear. His fingers fumbled around a bit, unsure of what to do for a moment, he sinks two of his fingers into you tearing a sharp gasp from your lips at the new sensation that filled you. Jesse. His name fell from your lips again and again as his fingers stroked your inner walls, his fingers gently entering in and out of your soaked lips, despite something aching, clawing deep down inside of you, screaming for more. Screaming for him to be inside of you.
"fuck, jess ..." you whispered, hips grinding and rubbing against his fingers then when he managed to find your sweet spot, his name fell so blissfully from your lips, your expression twisted into pure pleasure when he continued to find that spot and massaged that spot. Your legs began to tremble beneath him and your legs writhed beneath him, heavy breaths are pried from your lips, and at the end of those breaths, his name still comes out, falling, slipping, or being pried from those beautiful lips of yours. He takes his time dragging his hips in and out of you, his breaths are heavy and sharp as they exit his lips, you clutch the sheet beneath you, eyes fluttering closed as bliss began to wash over you. Turning his hips at an upward angle, driving his hips into you, an electric sensation rouses through you, it's electric, full of fire and so much heat, and you fucking love it so damn much. Your eyes remain shut, your body writhing and squirming beneath his slow deep thrusts into you, your eyes flutter open as he shifts closer to your body, trying to get more comfortable.
"sorry ..." Jesse whispers, his forehead resting upon yours, didn't know what he saying sorry for, but there's that nagging, that voice whispering and muttering in the back of his mind how he's fucking up somewhere. His eyes meet the adoring smile that curls onto your lips, wrapping your arms around his neck, you slowly devour his lips, entangling yourself in another piece or taste of him. A long groan becomes muffled against your lips as you kiss one other deeply, once your lips part, a sharp moan is pried from your lips at the sudden ecstasy that hit you so suddenly and so deeply.
His eyes are dark and warm and comforting and everything that just drew you in, the side of lips rose at the sound that came from your lips, from his doing. He can't stop the short and prideful chuckle that exits his throat, beginning to roll his hips in motions like the waves, smooth and tantalizing that left ecstasy burning inside of you, consuming you entirely and more.
"Guess I'm doing good ... tell me how good I'm doin' ..." He murmured, a short gasp leaving his lips at the pure heat that surrounded his throbbing cock, drowning himself in sweetly burning ecstasy. Your cheeks are deeply flushed, eyelashes heavy over your eyelids, and lips parted as heavy breaths leave them along with low murmurs of his name that fell blissfully from your lips.
"So good ... you're doing so good, jesse ..." you murmured, short soft moans leaving your lips shortly after, a devilish smile curls onto his lips as he begins to leave long kisses all over your collarbone and neck. A curse exits your lips as the echoes of his skin smacking against yours, making a truly lewd and obscene wet sound that sounded quite embarrassing but also arousing in a way. His hips drive deeper and harder into yours, heavy grunts and breaths fall from Jesse's lips, the tightness, the warmth, and the silky sensation that enveloped his cock was absolutely overwhelming. Gritting his teeth, his hands clutch at the pillow in which your head lies upon, his hips snapping and driving hard into you prying moans of his name from your lips so easily.
"fuck ... oh, that feels so good ... jesse ... oh, jesse ..." the words fall from your lips again and again the deeper and deeper you drowned in that burning ecstasy. heavy grunts and groans slip from his lips, his long hair is a mess about his head and his body is sweaty, maybe clammy against yours. You were getting closer and closer to your end, getting closer and closer to coming undone beneath him, your hands exploring his chest as you writhe beneath him, toes curling and long breathless moans leaving your lips.
"goddamn, (y/n) ... not gonna ... ugh, fuck ... last long ..." the words come out strained and heavy from his lungs, he snaps his hips harshly into you, the obscene wet sounds seemingly becoming louder. Suddenly, your thighs tremble and your toes are curled, preparing for the climax and when it happens, it's like fireworks, electric, fiery, and powerful. His name falls from your lips needily once more, it's soft and your eyelashes are now a bit wet with your tears as the knot that you didn't realize was there, comes undone and it's like this grave weight that was smothering you is now off of you. It's unadulterated euphoria.
"fuck, jesse ..." the words fall from your lips as you turn your head the opposite ways of him, your hands now resting upon his hips, long deep whines are pried from your lips before a sharp groan of your name falls loudly from his lips. . His hips spasm and twitch, his throbbing cock twitches inside of you as he manages to slip out of you, now hand fisting his cock for a few moments before his semen spurts out onto your stomach. The thick and sticky liquid lands upon your stomach, you felt a little disgusted by the sensation on your stomach but that disgust was probably overridden by the almost earth shattering sensation that happened seconds ago.
He falls onto the opposite side of the bed, completely and utterly exhausted and worn out, skin's clammy and sweaty, and his heart is still thrashing erratically but god all he can think about is you. all he can think about is what happened moments ago and he wonders if it's all a dream, did he really get laid just now? probably not. you look around for something to wipe off the evidence on your stomach, you find a rag in the nightstand, not the cleanest but it's better than sleeping with it on your stomach, swiftly wiping it off you throw the rag somewhere in the room. a heavy sigh leaves your lips as you get comfortable under the thick blankets, content and still experiencing the euphoria from what happened.
"(y/n) ...?" he calls out lowly, exhaling swiftly as you wrap your arms around his chest, this warm sensation wraps itself around his heart at that.
"mmh ..." you grumble, honestly trying to go sleep hoping you'll calm down and whatnot.
"sweet dreams." he murmurs, you smile to yourself before moving closer into his body, no answer but he can't stop the smile that washes over his face for a few moments before a deep sigh leaves his lips and he shuts his eyes, hoping to fall into a deep sleep.
