to fall, to be held, to hug the shell of your father, to feel the warmth of his body, knowing you’ll both go down together, you wont be betrayed or alone to die. even if he gashes and claws you, you have all each other left until the bomb goes off.

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to fall, to be held, to hug the shell of your father, to feel the warmth of his body, knowing you’ll both go down together, you wont be betrayed or alone to die. even if he gashes and claws you, you have all each other left until the bomb goes off.
Getting to know anyone is worth it, the process if it is so beautiful, you see what makes them smile, cry, get angry. To know a person is to love them. Isn't it worth it just to love someone? I certainly think so.
It would be so nice to be truly known
I can’t stop thinking about that Satan UR+ animation
Like... you know how after a fit of rage, after being so angry you sometimes just... breakdown into tears? Or even during, sometimes the tears just come?
Or crying as the precursor to an angry breakdown. The sadness and denial before the anger comes and overtakes everything?
Idk I’m so... full of Thoughts because of that animation.
Bengali word(s) of the day: পড়া (pôṛā/paw-Raa)
Meaning 1: to read
Meaning 2: to fall
Homonyms yay! :D
Etymology 1: Inherited from Prakrit 𑀧𑀠𑀤𑀺 (paḍhadi), from Sanskrit पठति (páṭhati), from Proto-Indo-Aryan *pártʰati. Cognate with Punjabi ਪੜ੍ਹਨਾ (paṛhnā), Nepali पढ्नु (paḍhnu) and Hindi पढ़ना (paṛhnā).
Etymology 2: Inherited from Prakrit 𑀧𑀟𑀤𑀺 (paḍadi), from Sanskrit पतति (pátati, “to fly, fall”). Compare Punjabi ਪੈਣਾ (paiṇā), Nepali पर्नु (parnu), Gujarati પડવું (paḍvũ), Hindi पड़ना (paṛnā), Assamese পৰা (pora).
Phrase/Sentence 1:
আমি যে বইটি পড়ছি সেটা খুব সুন্দর। আমি আপনাকেও এটা পড়তে সাজেস্ট করবো।
āmi zhe boiṭi poṛchi seṭā khub sundor. āmi āpnāke'o eṭā poṛte sājesṭ korbō.
(aa-mi Je boi-Ti poR-chhi se-Taa khub sun-dor. aa-mi aap-naa-ke-o e-Taa poR-te saa-jest kor-bo)
The book that I'm reading is very beautiful. I'd suggest you to read it too.
Phrase/Sentence 2:
আম গাছ থেকে কি আপেল পড়ে? পড়ে না তো?
ām gāch theke ki āpel pôṛe? Pôṛe nā to?
(aam gaachh the-ke ki aa-pel paw-Re? paw-Re naa to?)
Do apples fall from mango trees? They don't fall, right?
Falling into Love.
Well now really when we go back into falling in love.
And say, it's crazy. Falling. You see? We don't say "rising into love". There is in it, the idea of the fall.
And it goes back, as a matter of fact, to extremely fundamental things. That there is always a curious tie at some point between the fall and the creation.
Taking this ghastly risk is the condition of there being life.
You see, for all life is an act of faith and an act of gamble.
The moment you take a step, you do so on an act of faith because you don't really know that the floor's not going to give under your feet. The moment you take a journey, what an act of faith. The moment that you enter into any kind of human undertaking in relationship, what an act of faith.
See, you've given yourself up. But this is the most powerful thing that can be done: surrender.
See.
And love is an act of surrender to another person. Total abandonment.
I give myself to you. Take me. Do anything you like with me.
See.
So, that's quite mad because you see, it's letting things get out of control.
All sensible people keep things in control. Watch it, watch it, watch it. Security? Vigilance. Watch it. Police? Watch it. Guards? Watch it. Who's going to watch the guards?
So, actually, therefore, the course of wisdom, what is really sensible, is to let go, is to commit oneself, to give oneself up and that's quite mad.
So we come to the strange conclusion that in madness lies sanity.
– Written by Alan Watts.
– Soundtrack by Petit Biscuit.