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i was @je-suis-deux // any pronouns are fine // non-native speaker, basically a caveman with the language // star wars, doctor who, marvel, atla, grishaverse, kingkiller chronicles and what i find aesthetically pleasing // ao3: jesuisdeux

[rosenkranz-does-things]

happy severance day! here's some studies I've done while waiting for the new episode

[divorce-enjoyer]

severance is so scary i hope jobs arent real

[jediknobi]

okay, the Jedi are the mysterious magic monks of the galaxy, but I need to know more about Jedi representation in pop culture and society in the gffa, please tell me all about:

the thousands of space rom-coms that use the ‘secret and torrid love affair with a Jedi’ cliché

actors who talk about how they ‘learned everything about the Jedi and even read their Code so they’re almost a Jedi themselves’

the numbers of articles from trashy holomags about the ‘10 things we should adopt from the Jedi way this summer’

conspiracy theories on the holonet about the Jedi Order controlling the Chancellor thanks to their magic abilities or how grand master Yoda is actually just a puppet

rich and bored upper-class coruscanti citizens who are ready to pay a fortune to get a Jedi doing a few tricks at their fancy soirées

how many times Windu had to stop Vos from going to said soirées

how many kids dress up as Jedi for the space version of Halloween in the core worlds

how entire systems don’t believe in the Jedi and think they’re just characters in children’s stories because they haven’t seen one in centuries

and the very important question every Jedi has been asked at least once, which is of course if they’re allowed to have sex 

[skeletons-eat]

Ngl joining the jedi order sounds like the ideal life to me because just imagine:

1. People regulate thier emotion and communicate to you logically. No need to understand social cues when you're an empath.

2. No pressure to marry, be in a romantic relationship and live in a nuclear household my entire life.

3. I can just?????? Help people?????? Without the extra cost of a system working me to the ground to achieve certain things????

4. No strings attached companionship and friendships? Amazing.

5. A caring and respectful community who council each other and accepts who I am as a person? Count me in.

6. Lightsaber go brrrrrrrrrr

7. Being able to do what I want career wise (Gardening, art, politics, piloting, exploring, childreering, medicine, teaching, etc.) without having to worry about money.

8. Tax fraud

[feylesofia]

the way it was once sooo ideal to me and then, my gf came into my life.

i'm sure we could love each other in a way that doesn't concern the order but, no. i am attached. far too attached. no saber for me😞

[feylesofia]

i am searching for a cherik fic that i read around 2021 on LiveJournal. i doubt it has been taken down, it's just that i can't remember the name. it had trigger warning/// rape depictions and charles was trying to process his SA while seeing hallucinations of his rapist (which was a fleshed out character, i know, weird!). i know it is a very odd choice of theme but it was weirdly good written from time to time. i'm not sure if it handles the topic very well--i remember being disturbed mostly. if any one remembers it it would be very welcome, i want to read and criticize it again. thank you!

[gerec]

OP you might be looking for this fic (I know it's also on LiveJournal):

Stained by Anonymous

What does it feel like for a drugged telepath to be raped, to know everything about his attacker and feel everything his assailant feels and yet not be able to do anything about it?

Charles finds out one night in an alley outside of a bar in Oxford. The fallout leaves him in shambles, but he survives as best he can.

[feylesofia]

it is so wonderfully close to what i search for but unfortunately misses some scenes i remember clearly (charles vividly speaking to that rapist oc while hallucinating, oc mocking him). still, thank you so much! it is a very close call!

[feylesofia]

i am searching for a cherik fic that i read around 2021 on LiveJournal. i doubt it has been taken down, it's just that i can't remember the name. it had trigger warning/// rape depictions and charles was trying to process his SA while seeing hallucinations of his rapist (which was a fleshed out character, i know, weird!). i know it is a very odd choice of theme but it was weirdly good written from time to time. i'm not sure if it handles the topic very well--i remember being disturbed mostly. if any one remembers it it would be very welcome, i want to read and criticize it again. thank you!

[asoftepiloguemylove]

BUT I WAS LITTLE TOO // ON THE FAILURE OF FATHERS

Michael Wasson This Dusk In A Mouth Full of Prayer // Ocean Vuong Someday I'll Love Ocean Vuong // Aftersun (2022) dir. Charlotte Wells // Mitski A Burning Hill // Franz Kafka Letter to His Father // Disco Elysium (2019) cr. ZA/UM // Sharon Olds I Wanted to Be There When My Father Died // Daniel Lavery & Cecillia Corrigan FROM THE MAKERS OF "TWO-MOM ENERGY DRINK," IT'S "LET YOUR FATHER DIE" ENERGY DRINK // pinterest // pinterest // @inkskinned Red Blood, Black Ink // Arcade Fire Windowsill

[feylesofia]

you could die tomorrow, you could. you could be hurt anytime--you could do it yourself. you can shorten things, cut them blatantly, and whatever that is broken in your hand may be yourself. you can search for god and may be let alone with empty hands.

you could live, still. you could find a light that shines so softly reflecting from the key chain you lost years ago, on a pavement. i don't know if it is god. i don't know even one of the thousand names of them. they are shining. you don't know their name.

[mozfrank]

[mozfrank]

[orbiten]

every day i think of the light progressively abandoning the doctor's eyes in season four

[thediablerieswaltz]

just had to highlight this particular part of the Capaldi DW bluray boxset cos this was such a great photoshoot for Twelve

[spiralstaircased]

human brain is so easy to manipulate its stupid. sun is out longer in evening = life is worth living...read some negative social media posts = everybody hates me...read one interesting article = i have the scholar's ambition

[toramona]

[2productive]

[kithj]

games (mostly text-based) about houses and places-- exploring them, haunting them, feeding them:

childhood homes (and why we hate them) - after a decade, you return home.

return - a text-based horror game about coming home.

singing from the far side of the hill - about a trans woman, homeless after a bad breakup, who rents a stranger's spare room. it's a decision she comes to regret.

anatomy - Explore a suburban house, collect cassette tapes, study the physiology of domestic architecture.

leave house - leave house

the open house - We at Northtree Real Estate (in partnership with Optix Dynamix Labs) are proud to present our new, state-of-the-art, open house simulator!  Come and take a quick tour of 15615 Hollow Oak Lane, a familiar and comfortable showcase home in one of our premier developments!

what girls do in the dark - This little game is based off one of the greatest fears they had as a teenage girl: showing up late to a stranger's slumber party.

unbecoming - a sonically-textured interactive horror fiction exploring cycles of trauma and unspeakable forces of nature in a mythic rural American landscape.

13 laurel road - an interactive fiction game about the relationships we have with places and reconciling with trauma. You play as a young man named Noah who has been tasked with picking up some things from his cousin’s old house.

domvs - a gothic mystery game in which you rely on your environment to uncover the truth.

flesh, blood, & concrete - you find yourself in a vast, empty apartment complex.

i am still here - a short, unconventional ghost story and vignette reflecting on the end of a long lockdown.

vacant - Film a ghost-hunting show.

[mozfrank]