If you are a token shawol that is harassing Shawols or justifying the harassment that shawols would get simply for talking about Jonghyun, kindly throw away your shawol card. In fact, I would take your card, burn it into ashes, throw it into water so it could create mud, send them to prison inmates for them to eat and to digest, take their shit and send them to the farms so they could reject the offer to use shit to make compost and throw that shit away because nobody needs it at all.
I don’t care if you had been a Shawol, or even a Blinger (Jonghyun stan) for 1, 5, 10 years or even since their debut. I don’t care if you ever made a Tumblr page where you fangirled over Jonghyun’s body at age 15. I do not care if you had been to Jonghyun’s concert and you were the one who caught his shirt. I don’t care if you got the chance to talk to him personally and he hugged you.
The fact that you had the audacity to harass other Shawols or justify people calling Jonghyun a d3adman is a fucking disappoint not only to Shawols, but the people who you’re claiming to “protect.” You being able to move on from his death doesn’t make you any better than anyone else, or gives you the rights to be the grieving police for all those who are affected. In fact, it makes you look selfish and a narcissist. The world doesn’t revolve around you, everyone is trying to live after this possibly traumatic event for some of them and they kept being retraumatised because of the people who harass them, and especially to those who they thought was one of their own, which turned out to be a disgusting, disgraceful of a human being, a token shawol. And all this for what? Attention? Greed? Or probably because you NEVER liked SHINee in the first place.
SHINee would be disgusted seeing people like you — especially Jonghyun. With the way you won’t keep him out of your mouth, I’m pretty sure that the very person that you claim to be “protecting” would think that you’re a pathetic human being that just wants to hurt others for their own satisfaction, and maybe to please other people that we have no business connecting with.
Don’t ever use the word Shawol in your life. EVER.