recently got laid off cuz they couldn't afford to pay me.
i know my aunt is trying to motivate me but telling me to upgrade myself n how i have a lot of potential just makes me feel shittier.
not to mention how the things she pointed out about me that i need to improve r all my autistic traits.
im trying my best, but im still always too quiet, too shy, too NOT good enough.
im trying my best n its still not enough.
im sorry i struggle with eye contact, im sorry i stammer when i talk, im sorry for being me the me that can't hold down a job cuz im always never good enough.
i know i should get a job that suits me.
but this job market is a fucking nightmare to navigate.
n all the jobs i see r customer service.
guess who's so socially inept that most ppl don't want them.
of not being good enough.
for these infuriating people.