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[torntrutha]

a  lot  of  cai.t/vi  art  just  screams   ‘the  hand  wraps  stay  on  during  sex’  and  that’s  the  only  way  i  can  explain  all  this. 

[traavelers]

@tornfalse​ said: 👫 

Send a 👫and I’ll write four headcanons I have about our muse’s relationship

despite having a restless disposition, mollymauk can oftentimes be found curled up by or on caleb while the wizard is trying to study.  it’s a comfort thing...and simply a gentle way to be a bit of a pest.

molly is known to give caleb nicknames in infernal, which sound terrifying but are actually quite endearing; he’s surprised when caleb gives him one after learning the language for that specific reason

during down time, molly can be found trying to teach frumpkin simple tricks.  it’s not the easiest thing in the world, trying to train a fey cat, but caleb entertains him by asking his familiar to go along with the act.

once every month, the two disappear in the middle of the night to see the full moon of catha.  what started as a simple ritual to the moonweaver became something of a pleasant monthly date that they both look forward to.

[moondrropsa]

   These nights are Mollymauk’s favorite.  Whatever anxiety from the day seems to fade under Her serene light.  As he and Caleb step away from the tavern where everyone’s settled in for the night, he allows his shoulders to relax.  Lets his eyes close for a moment as he takes in the serenity of the night.

Purple brows furrow at the question, and he focuses on the sound of the cards he’s sifting from one hand into another.  As he opens his eyes, his breath catches for a brief moment at the Lovers balanced perfectly on the edge of the deck.

So She was abandoning subtlety tonight.  With a chuckle, Mollymauk reorganizes the tarot in his hands.

“ I think, “ he says at last, “ people who say that everything happens for a reason are full of shit.  But...I think there are some things the gods like to put into motion.  Don’t see why She had to have us brought together by a murderous toad demon, though. “

Despite the gentle scrunch of the tiefling’s nose, he can still feel the warm rays of moonlight bathing over the pair of them.  “ Divine intervention or not -- you’re nice company to keep, Caleb.  I mean that. “

@tornfalse​ said: Caleb's fingers are twitching, eyes glancing towards the moon with a soft breath outward. "Do you think She wanted us to find each other?" He finally asks, where none of the rest of them can hear. Where it's just them, him and Mollymauk, and their deity looming over them protectively. "I do not mean... the nein, but... you and me." As much of a paladin he is, now, that wizard's desire to learn, to understand, is still deeply ingrained.

[bluehealr]

caleb  ( @tornfalse​ )  cast  sending  : “  i just want to be done.  i’m tired.  i’m so,  so fucking tired.  ” 

❝  𝙲𝙰𝚈-𝙻𝙴𝙱  𝙸  𝙰𝙼  𝚂𝙾  𝚂𝙾𝚁𝚁𝚈.    ❞    jester's  words  are  choked  out,  fighting  to  keep  herself  together  ,  from  letting  the  truth  slip  from  cracks  in  the  mask  she's  worked  so  hard  to  craft.  ❝  i  never  meant  for  any  of  this  to  happen  ,  i  didn't  know.  cay-leb  ,  i  am  so  verry  sorry.    ❞  for  a  fleeting  moment  ,  he  was  Bren  again.  he  was  himself  ,  before  everything  had  been  taken  from  him  ,  before  he  had  suffered  endless  cruelty  ,  and  before  weight  of  guilt  was  heavy  and  his  to  bear.  all  she  wants  is  to  close  the  distance  between  them,  to  move  from  the  spot  in  sand  where  she  stands.  she  almost  allows  herself  to  step  forward  ,  an  arm  lifts  to  reach  for  him,  but  jester  withdraws  it  just  as  quickly,  wrapping  'round  her  own  frame.    she  can  not  bring  herself,  because  she  knows  it's  her  fault  that  they  had  come  here  ,  it  was  her  fault  he  had  to  suffer  that  loss  all  over  again.  

maybe  ,  it  would  have  been  easier  if  it  was  caduceus  who  would  have  pieced  him  back  together.  she  gives  voice  to  another  apology,  his  name  soft  upon  her  lips.  it  is  all  she  can  give  him,  she  knows  it  is  not  enough.    she  holds  herself  steady  ,  hides  her  trembling.  she  is  afraid  ,  she  has  pushed  him  beyond  a  place  she  will  be  able  to  reach  for  him.  this  time  was  supposed  to  be  different,  this  time  jester  allowed  herself  to  believe  she  could  keep  him  safe  from  the  world  ,  and  yet  she  was  their  own  undoing.  violet  hues  search  for  anything  to  find  but  on  him,  and  his  gaze  that  will  not  meet  hers.  ❝  please  cay-leb,  please  don't  hate  me.    ❞  

[isgudinne-moved]

                                           @tornfalse​ : vi

                    HOW    HAD    THINGS    FALLEN    so    quickly    ?    it    seemed    to    be    all    a    blur    .    one    moment    she    was    being    escorted    to    where    she    would    be    staying    during    her    visit    ----    then    blasts    sounded    as    they    were    attacked    and    in    the    confusion    she    had    been    captured    and    dragged    off    ;    knocked    unconscious    by    the    impact    .    then    ,    upon    awakening    ,    she    was    still    being    transported    .    no    one    knew    of    her    abilities    ---    only    her    title    and    status    .    escape    was    easy    ,    though    ,    finding    her    way    back    was    another    problem    .    she    seemed    to    be    .    .    .    below    ?    crystalline    hues    gazed    up    .    how    far    down    had    they    taken    her    ?    it    was    so    dark    and    damp    .    

                        she    stood    out    as    well    .    despite    the    dirt    from    the    attack    and    a    few    scrapes    she    still    looked    too    clean    .    too    pristine    .    prim    and    proper    .    eyes    were    on    her    as    she    moved    quickly    through    the    streets    ,    grateful    that    she    wore    her    traveling    attire    and    not    a    gown    .    how    was    she    going    to    get    back    ?    she    couldn’t    find    her    way    alone    .    yet    ----    who    would    help    her    ?

[destinydefied]

❛ i don’t want to understand, i want you to stay. ❜

               @tornfalse​.  /  lost meme.  /  not accepting.

‘ anna, you know i can’t. ’ 

elsa breathes out a sigh  ,  pretending to let some of the tension from her shoulders.  anna  doesn’t  know why  ,  not really  ,  no one does.  it’s better that way  ,  really.  she chews at her bottom lip rather  ungracefully  ,  spine still straight  &  gloved hands clasped in front of her.  watching anna  pleading  with her for this  brief  moment not to end nearly breaks her  heart  ,  but she can’t afford that  ,  not now.

‘ i’m sorry, overseeing preparations for everything is keeping me busy, i don’t have the time. ’ 

it’s not  necessarily  a lie  ,  she  is  busy with preparing for the coronation party  ,  but really  ,  she lets kai  &  gerda take the reigns  ,  only offering her approval or a suggestion when they ask.  it’s an  excuse  ,  a see-through one at best  ,  but elsa tries not to think about that  ,  tries not to  feel  it  ,  lest the floor beneath them freeze. 

she watches the emotions change on anna’s face like the tide  &  it  pains  her to see the  sadness  flicker across her face.  she doesn’t  like  this  ,  elsa had  never  liked it  ,  the isolation never sat with her well  ,  the years of watching anna through the keyhole  &  the  window  were never enough.  after a moment  ,  she watches anna  go  with an air of resignation she hadn’t seen in  years  .  almost on instinct  ,  a gloved hand reaches out  ,  stopping in midair before being drawn back to her side.  she wanted things to change  ,  anna  wanted things to change  ,  but father always said--

father’s gone, her mind supplies in a  crueler  tone than she thought she had  ,  do his rules really need to stay as well ??

the queen thinks for a moment  ,  fidgeting with her gloves before she speaks again  ,  calling out for her sister’s attention. 

‘ anna. ’ 

it’s more than elsa’s said her name in  years  ,  it’s as close as they’ve ever been  ,  on opposite sides of the ballroom now. 

‘ the party, tomorrow night.  we can.....we’ll talk more there. ’

[arcadiafound]

*   @tornfalse​‘s  alex  said  to  gabe  ...   “  i’ve always been able to tell when you’re lying.  ”

❛   well,   ❜   sentiment  cut  with  a  laugh,  something  dry  as  gabe’s  eyes  fall  to  the  wringing  hands  in  his  lap.  he’d  look  up  at  the  sky  if  he  could,  if  the  haven  sun  wasn’t  so  blinding  he’d  throw  his  head  back  and  think  of  the  last  few  times  the  chen  siblings  were  together.  they  were  in  quite  an  awful  state,  weren’t  they?  gabe  had  hardened  for  a  long  time  before  dad  left,  but  his  sudden  abandonment  really  threw  him   —   the  entire  family,  really   —   for  a  loop.  if  granted  the  opportunity  now,  gabe  would  do  all  of  it  differently.  he’d  clean  up  much  earlier,  he’d  avoid  his  stint  in  juvie,  he’d  hunker  down  like  the  big  brother  he  was  supposed  to  be  and  take  some  of  that  responsibility  off  of  his  eleven  -  year  -  old  sister.

❛   i  figured  it  was  kind  of  obvious.  i’m  grown  now,  i  try  to  lie  to  myself  and  say  that  my  childhood  wasn’t  that  bad  and  i’m  not  that  affected  by  it.  it’s  easier  to  smile  and  lead  in  with  the  sob  story  about  the  dead  mom  instead  of  reliving  all  those  years  with  dad.  don’t  really  need  an  empathy  power  to  see  through  my  bullshit.   ❜

older  brother  finally  turns  to  his  younger  sister,  leaning  an  arm  up  on  the  warm  metal  table  between  them  on  the  rooftop.  fingers  wrap  slowly  around  his  beer  can,  and  maybe  it’s  quite  obvious  that  gabe  is  doing  a  lot  of  thinking.  quiet  as  he  tries  to  take  everything  in.  hand  comes  back  into  his  lap,  this  time  carrying  the  beer  can  along  with  it,  and  he  shakes  his  head.   ❛   i  can’t  say  that  i  hate  dad  though.  even  though  i  really  did  for  a  long  time.  i  ...  i  mean,  he’s  the  one  who  led  me  here.  i  never  gave  myself  a  chance  to  settle  down  until  i  figured  out  that  his  last  known  home  address  was  in  haven.  even  though  i  lost  him  pretty  quickly  into  the  search,  it’s  led  me  here  with  charlotte,  ethan,  steph,  ryan  ...  you.  even  though  what  he  did  was  fucked  up,  and  my  superempath  sister  won’t  let  me  lie  and  say  that  it  was  all  okay  in  the  long  run,  it  brought  us  together  again.   ❜   

thirst  is  quenched  after  his  little  speech  with  a  sip  of  beer.  then,  gabe  raises  the  can  in  an  effort  to  clink  it  against  his  sisters.   ❛   at  least  we’ve  got  that.   ❜

[torntrutha]

CAROL  DANVERS  +  SEXUALITY :

A  lot  of  the  fandom  likes  to  write  her  as  a  lesbian  and  she’s  actually  one  of  the  characters  I  can  not  see  as  a  lesbian,   her  sexuality  is  actually  probably  one  of  my  characters  who  is  closest  to  mine.   So,   that  leads  me  to  my  whole  entire  headcanon  about  Carol’s  sexuality  and  how  sexuality  itself  is  more  dynamic  --  still  not  a  choice  --  but  more  dynamic  than  gay,  bi,  pan,  lesbian,  etc.

SEXUALITY  /  homosexual,   meaning  she  will  not  have  sex  with  men  or  that  she  doesn’t  necessarily  enjoy  sex  with  men.

ROMANTIC  INCLINATION  /  panromantic,   meaning  giving  the  right  circumstances  and  the  time  and  ability  to  get  to  learn  someone,  she  can  fall  in  love  with  anyone.   male,   female,   alien,   or  other  various  supernatural  creatures  the  marvel  universe  wants  to  create.    her  sexuality  still  doesn’t  change  in  this  relationship  --  she  really  only  enjoys  sex  with  female  orientated  people  and  /  or  inhumans,  aliens,  etc.

Explanation  of  relationship  with  Rhodey  --  she  is  in  love  with  him,   she  does  care  for  him,  and  she  will  be  with  him.   She  doesn’t  have  sex  with  him,   but  she  sleeps  in  the  same  bed,   she  kisses  him,   she  makes  out  with  him,  and  he  is  one  of  her  rocks.   But,  because  Marvel  is  mostly  anti-gay  and  very  rarely  shows  LGBTQ+  characters,  they’ll  always  refuse  to  acknowledge  that  Carol’s  number  one  relationship  is  actually  Jessica  Drew.    The  way  it’s  written  in  the  comics  has  chemistry  and  Jessica  Drew  /   Gerry  Drew  will  always  come  first.

I  also,   of  course,   have  a  huge  AU  that’s  been  built  on  a  few  years  of  plotting  with  @tornfalse​  that  is  a  mix  of  Carol’s  MCU  background  /  huge  comic  points  and  Jessica  in  NMCU  that’s  usually  the  running  canon  for  this  blog  if  I’m  not  writing  with  another  ship  partner.