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Hey guys do you ever think how trls!Pangi does not remember tr!Mocha and like he knows about his existence and that they were close, but doesn't feel or remember anything more that's what is in that book and that is what finally has him moving on from his death. All it took for him to finally let tr!Mocha go was to forget him, which is one thing tr!Mocha asked him for. He just wanted to be remembered by his pangolin friend and he just wanted said friend to move on. But it's not possible is it. Not with the way tr!Pangi is.

Tr!Mocha, aware of his immortality, tried to push him away because he knew he would jump into fire for him. And tr!Pangi would still jump into fire for tr!Mocha I feel like. Even if he and tr!Pili utterly fucked their relationship up and lead it to absolute ruin, if tr!Mocha would show up he would have still cared a lot.

And it just makes me so sad, that he only gets to let tr!Mocha go when he forgets him, that now is the only time he is ready to give tr!Mocha's stuff to new people, like honestly tr!Mocha said he wanted, only now he is moving on and only now did he get his goal. He said to tr!Aimsey and tr!Ros that his goal is "To be free from Pili" and he finally got it!

The price he had to pay was just the self he has developed on the Realm, the person he became, he literally lost himself and only then, unbeknownst to him, he got what he wanted. And was that ever even worth it. He didn't even do it on purpose.

I am incredibly sad about tr!Pangili and they infected my brain again.

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The more I think about it and from what I see in the pangi streams and Pili's recent animation, the more I think Tr!Mocha(Pili1)/Tr!Pili(Pili2)/Tr!Ace(Pili3) are a good representation of a CDD system (complex dissociative disorder). Maybe DID, but I can't say for sure, as Ace seems to remember things from both Pili and Mocha, but it might be some sort of persecutor-protector which could explain it. Pili and Mocha straight up do not remember what the other did. In the animation, we see Mocha takes the train, which could be in some way them going dormant. There's also the way they say "Took over" which could be fronting. I've always thought that maybe Pili was some kind persecutor too, but I have since then learnt that he was basically only mean to pangi, so that doesn't work, although I believe he could have been a social alter?

Of course I'm just rambling right here but it's interesting to think about.

(If you didn't notice I have a special interest in systems)