accepting surreality - further structural analysis
In an earlier post, I discussed how surrealism is used as the tool to create surprise and thus humor. To finish up this project, I would like to continue to my structural analysis and show that the way the poems reconcile with surreality is what makes them queer.
Once these poems have broken from reality and entered the surreal, their surreal qualities continue to escalate. In “A Supermarket in California,” we start with running into dead poet Federico Garcia Lorca, breaking the initial reality, but soon there is another dead poet in the form of Walt Whitman, who is hassling grocery store boys, and the narrator following and joining him on his ventures. In “The Valley Are So Lush and Steep,” the side effects start with “’phase shift[ing] into a fourth dimension”, but soon include other impossibilities like telekinesis, “punk rock anamorphosis” and growing a mouse ear in the palm of the hand. The drugs themselves also have increasingly strange names, so that even if the effects do not initially seem bizarre, they are placed in a surreal context by the naming of them. Some examples include Novascotia, which provides “remoteness” but “made me feel slightly alienated around other poets”, or Jamieleecurtisol, which “made me witty and urban” The name provides a context that makes the side effects humorous and bizarre.
We might expect to return to reality by the end of the poem, to find ourselves grounded again. There are moments when that almost happens. The best example is in the Ginsberg line, where he says “(I touch your book and dream of our odyssey in the / supermarket and feel absurd).” Here, amongst the various moments of surrealism, the narrator critiques their belief in these events. They find an absurdity in the more-than-possible odyssey he has taken.
But the poem doesn’t end there. What we get in the end of both these poems is not a return to reality, but instead an acceptance in surreality. “A Supermarket in California” ends with the lines
Will we stroll dreaming of the lost America of love
past blue automobiles in driveways, home to our silent cottage?
Ah, dear father, graybeard, lonely old courage-teacher,
what America did you have when Charon quit poling his ferry and
you got out on a smoking bank and stood watching the boat
disappear on the black waters of Lethe?
At the beginning of this stanza, we are still tied to reality - there are blue automobiles in driveways and silent cottages. But by the time we reach the end of the poem, with Whitman standing on the shores of Lethe, we have moved away from that. We are not in the world of the supermarket. We are not in a reality that would require us to disbelieve in the presence of the dead American poet. Instead, we have fully accepted and embraced the surreality of the world.
Peterson also resists the urge to return to reality, with the final stanza:
“I think I am going to stick with Pastoralwenchtrin for awhile and see where this goes. It’s quiet here and there are sheep and no wolves masquerading as bears climbing the hillside of an apple danish I bought from my student loan debt ceiling. As long as I pay the credit card bills by end of the month and get my name changed in time for the church basement sale, maybe I can find a way to live. As my body reaches a kind of equilibrium, I am trying to have as small a percentage of me as possible be fabricated as method acting and as great a possibility as a pink skull half-shaven skyline be real. The valleys are so lush and steep. How to end not wanting to be myself being not quite myself.”
In the end, the narrator is still on medication that has surreal effects on her body; however, instead of switching medications again or of trying to find that one perfect medication that will make everything okay and normal, there is an acceptance of the surreal situation that has occurred. And there’s a queerness there, for both poems, in destabilizing expectations of reality. We all watched Wizard of Oz - you go to the magical land, but you always come back. Surrealism is fun, but the normal ending of the story is that we return to reality. These poems subvert that, queer that, in ignoring that impulse; instead, they are seeing the world shift away from reality and accepting it.
To sum up in overly simple terms, the comedy in “A Supermarket in California” and “The Valleys Are So Lush and Steep” comes from the way they break from reality, while the queerness comes from the way they never return to that reality.