#train yourself

[sirforpleasuredomination]

A good slut is always eager to be better, has no limits to what she can achieve, and always admires her superiors for giving them attention

[vt-scribbles]

This is a reminder from your local 'officially too old for this shit' tumblr-goer: Don't put people on pedestals, or ever see anyone as more than 'just another human'. Ever.

They WILL always do something to disappoint, hurt, annoy, or otherwise harm you. They're humans. We all fuck up. YOU fuck up.

Imagine being someone's idol. Imagine never being able to do anything wrong in the eyes of other people. It's impossible. They're always gonna piss SOMEONE off. Sometimes they choose the wrong group to turn their back to.

You can be disappointed, you can be annoyed, w/e.

But don't be disproportionately knife-and-pitchfork when a regular-ass person does something upsetting or wrong. It's gonna happen. Stop setting yourself up for disappointment by raising these people up so they can fall further and hurt you.

This also makes it harder to let them improve as a person if they fuck up. Let them fuck up, tell them it's not okay, then let them try and improve if they want to. If they double down, that's on them.

Sincerely,

-Someone who's been put on way too many pedestals against his will

[redefining-silence]

Over the past few years, I’ve been trying very hard to change myself and become a better person. Every single day, I’d wake up thinking I need today to be the day when I’m finally who I want to be, and every single night I’d go to sleep disappointed that I’m still the same.

But my approach to changing myself has been so so wrong. How can I expect myself to magically wake up one day, and be able to change a 100 bad habits within me?

Change is gradual. It’s hard and tiring and most importantly it needs to come in steps. And so, from now on I’m going to try focusing on one good quality I want to develop over a time frame of one month. I need to set a realistic pace for myself and I need to make sure that whatever habit I want to build up or drop is not just there for a day or two, rather for the rest of my life. And for that I need to give myself time. So here it goes. I pray Allah helps me in this.

[yellowtailbirdy]

Challenge Yourself

[good-thoughts-little-things-love]

How To Train Your Brain:

*journaling--write about at least one positive experience that happened in the last 24 hours.

*exercise--teach your body that your behavior matters.

*mediation--try to do multiple tasks at once. it will eventually allow your brain to be able to focus on the things you need to.

*kindness--write at least one positive email/text/make a phone call praising or thanking someone in your social network.

[starfaring-princelotor]

My dearest Prince Lotor,

Reading your stories, the tales about your fate, your stories of Celeste and Atlas, your beautiful prose and the very entertaining discourses on Sinday make me happy in my saddest hours. I read your stories with a delighted heart and they in turn inspire me and sometimes even heal me, for I also fought great foes who left me broken. You are a magician of words, you weave your web and make your readers willingly fly into it like blinded moths. Celeste feels like the daughter I never was meant to have.

I tend to overshare and I have tried my utmost possible to restrain myself. Maybe a futile pursuit, as your blog drags me back to follow it curiously like a kitten pursues a butterfly: eager to catch it but afraid to crush it by mistake. Therefore I train my willpower to withhold from you all the beauty I see around me and share it compulsively, I train my willpower to curate, revise and withdraw it. Your boundaries matter to me, who pours out her heart so easily and carelessly, whose willpower always made her plough through other people like a cavetroll wielding his battleaxe. Your art surprises and enchants me. I always return with a curious heart, while my willpower to refrain myself fails me miserably. Age did not grace me with wisdom, very often I am merely a fool stumbling through my own narrative. Imprisoned by the obligations I vowed to uphold and bound by loyalty towards those I vowed to protect.

I thank you for your magic, dear Starfaring-Lotor! Blessed be!

Yours -Mya

[sirforpleasuredomination]

There are zero reasons for you to not rub your cunt. You are a weak little horny slut who is on Tumblr again. If you are reading this, you already lost and there is nothing to fight against. Rub you wet cunt, rub it over your panties, rub it with your fingers, rub it to objects that you can hump on, rub it with your panties stuck in your cunt so it will get all your juices and make you smell like a fucktoy all day long.

Rub. Your. Fucking. Cunt. Slut.

[sirforpleasuredomination]

Good girl, listen carefully and follow every instruction in order. Get down on your knees right now. Spread your knees wide so your body is fully open and exposed. Remove every piece of clothing slowly. Take off your top, bra, bottoms, and panties. Stay completely naked on your knees. Place both hands on your thighs and look straight ahead. Repeat out loud clearly: “I need to be seen. I need to be watched. I was made to be porn.” Say it ten times, letting your voice fill the room. Now bring one hand between your legs and rub your clit in slow, firm circles. Keep repeating the same sentence another ten times: “I need to be seen. I need to be watched. I was made to be porn.” Feel your arousal growing because your body knows it exists to be consumed. Pick up your dildo. Slide it slowly into your pussy as deep as it goes. old it there while you keep rubbing your clit. Repeat twenty times: “I exist to be porn for others. My body is meant to be filmed and shared. I feel complete when I am being watched.” Let every word make the dildo feel thicker and your clit more sensitive. Pull the dildo out, suck it clean, then slide it deep into your ass. Continue rubbing your clit steadily. Repeat thirty times: “Being seen turns me on more than anything. I need eyes on my body. My holes are for entertainment. My pleasure comes from being exposed.” Stay in position, naked, kneeling, dildo in your ass, fingers on your clit, and repeat the short sentence fifty times, louder each round: “I need to be seen. I need to be watched. I was made to be porn.” Finally, repeat this twenty more times while rubbing a little faster: “I am becoming porn. My body belongs on display. The hornier I get, the more I need to be watched.” Do not stop. Do not cum. Stay naked and kneeling as long as possible while the overwhelming need to be seen and used as porn floods your mind.

Good girl. Your horniness is rising perfectly, tied completely to being watched and used.