#trans!ciel

[gabedemon]

Agender!Ciel who never really got the whole gender thing but puffs and postures because he thinks that's what he's supposed to do. In truth, Ciel doesn't really care about those things, and can't shake the weird feel he gets deep down whenever someone calls him a boy, or the other, different kind of feeling he got when he wore the Robin outfit

[cielpansyhive]

I've been dealing with a lot of transphobia, not towards me but others, and have been misgendered and deadnamed a lot. Then today I saw that 'transphobic, gross anon.'

So here's some trans! Ciel headcanons! 😊

He's horrible when it comes to binder breaks and always wears them over the maximum amount of hours. Sebastian is constantly reminding him to take breaks. Even when Sebastian is at work, during lunch he'll be sure to text Ciel his reminder.

Ciel isn't afraid of needles, he's had his ears pierced, blood drawn many of times before, even has a couple tattoos. But something about sticking himself with one makes his skin crawl. Sebastian gives Ciel his T shots and covers the mark with hello kitty bandaids. Ciel complains every time that they are little girl bandaids. Sebastian replies, 'hello kitty is gender neutral.' (Sebastian has a hello kitty shrine in their room 😂)

Ciel loves doing makeup but wearing it himself gives him extreme dysphoria. So Sebastian lets Ciel put makeup on him instead.

Ciel does like to cross dress, but only for Sebastian.

Ciel has a gym buddy whenever he works out. He's never had any issues but it makes him feel more secure. If Sebastian isn't available he can go with Soma, Agni, Finny, or Bard.

He loves when people mistake him and his twin brother for each other as his brother is cis.

Ciel originally inherited his great grandma's wedding ring, but he gave it to his brother to pass to his future wife and/or daughter. His brother then had a ring made to match but as a more masculine version and gave that to Ciel. (For him to keep or pass down should him and Sebastian decide to adopt.)

Over the years Ciel has bought some of his favorite childhood toys, but the 'boy' versions. His very favorite is his blue stuffed rabbit. (He thinks gendering items is silly, but something about owning 'boy stuff' makes him smile.)

Sebastian is a bit of a himbo and whenever he sees anything that looks like it might be trans pride or is pink and blue and not 'too girlie' he gets it for Ciel and goes "for you!" 😁 (This is why their whole house has been taken over by cotton candy scented candles.)

Happy pride month! Hope y'all enjoy 💙

[gabedemon]

T4t sebaciel head canons

Ciel is still trying to transition after being away from his family for the first time

He mostly wears hoodies too big for him and doesn't know where to start with suits and ties or how to dress for his figure

Enter Sebastian

Sebastian was always tall and lanky and T made him bulk up

Although he likes that Ciel is a bit smaller, he understands that it can make him dysphoric

So he gets him boots with high soles and hidden heels

And teaches him to to dress to make his hips look slimmer and how to style his hair

When Ciel grows his first mustache, it comes in super patchy

Sebastian Hates It but tells him it's perfect because it's Ciel's and he's so proud

Ciel gets top surgery and Sebastian helps him recover

When the scars start to fade, Ciel wants a tattoo over them

He gets roses whose vines sprawl over his chest,

With a large, black bloom over his heart, Sebastian's name in one of the petals

[princeofdarkness00]

Guess who's started writing a steamy fic of R!Ciel fucking trans O!Ciel while he sleeps?

It'll be uploaded sometime next month, but I might give a sneak peak once I have enough written. Look forward to it, y'all~ 😉😈😜

[gabedemon]

@cielpansyhive A coincidence? I think not

[cielpansyhive]

I think trans!Ciel would look pretty with top surgery scars and that he would get them tattooed with a rose pattern after they start to fade uwu

Absolutely agree!!! 💖💖💖 I can imagine his rose tattoo being black and grey scale with thorns, leaves, and stems weaving in and out in a pattern. The actual roses might be a little higher up on his chest with a lot of skin breaks so they appear almost white. 😊

[cielpansyhive]

Since dumblr flagged my original cover for this fic here’s the new one.

Read 'Just Two Bros' here

[cielpansyhive]

Working on smut ‘cause I just need to. (Not like many people are waiting on my Halloween fic anyways lol)

I might just post it unedited, it’s pretty short.