#trans!sam

[winchesterlesbian]

Jess: You know normally I only date girls. There's just something about you

Sam, one beer away from unleashing 20 years of repressed gender crisis: Wow. Haha. Wonder what that means

[holyfreaks]

big big fan of transmasc sam closeted his whole life with cis men dean and john around him....

never feeling man enough for them, always feeling like his brother and father used his appearance as a girl to their advantage for things like hunting and researching ("that guy'd be more likely to talk to you, sammy" and always stuffing his head in books at the library while the men went out and did things)

always feeling never quite a part of the family with dean and dad and all their masculinity, and even when it was toxic sam yearned to feel that free, and then sam finally left for college and started being more of who he was, and when jess called him good boy for the first time it felt like puzzle pieces settling into place <3

dean who finds sam very different when he comes and gets him in the pilot, sam keeps abashedly correcting him on it's sam and it's him, dean, not her, and sam feels itchy in his own skin again like he's 15 and he considers, for a single moment, going back into the closet just to make things a little easier—

but when dean finally looks at sam and blinks and sees his little brother and smirks and says guess you grew into a big strong man now, huh sammy and sam feels like he's soaring, flying, but still says, blushing, it's sam

[cannibalcasserole]

Trans Sam but it’s him growing out that neck beard that most guys get when they start T. He’s absolutely stoked about his chin strap neck beard and Blaine and Tina don’t have the heart to tell him he looks stupid asf </3

[a-kid-from-yesterdays]

Chapters: 2/5 Fandom: Supernatural (TV 2005) Rating: Teen And Up Audiences Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Dean Winchester & Sam Winchester, Sam Winchester & Original Female Character(s), Sam Winchester/Original Female Character - minor Characters: Sam Winchester, Dean Winchester, Original Female Character, John Winchester, Bobby Singer (Supernatural) Additional Tags: transgender sam winchester, AFAB Sam Winchester, Trans Male Character, Queer Characters, Queer Youth, Queer Themes, Gender Themes, Gender Identity, Coming of Age, Gender Dysphoria, Transphobia, Homophobia, Homophobic Language, Misgendering, Implied/Referenced Child Abuse, Sam Winchester is Called Sammy, Sam Winchester is Called Samantha, Pre-Series Sam Winchester, Pre-Series Dean Winchester, Pre-Series John Winchester, Pre-Stanford Era (Supernatural), Dean Winchester Tries to be a Good Sibling, Bad Parent John Winchester, Abusive John Winchester, John Winchester Being an Asshole, Homophobic John Winchester, Conversations in the Impala (Supernatural), The Impala (Supernatural), Brotherly Bonding, Brotherhood, Running Away, Late 1990s, It Gets a Bit Sad But I Promise Happy Ending, Witchcraft, Supernatural Elements

Summary:

I want to be him.

No, no, she thinks. No I don't. Not really, that's not what I want…

Her bangs are drenched, and she lifts her head to look in the mirror to brush them away, and those big brown eyes stare back.

If she was a stranger, and this wasn't the small water closet bathroom in Bobby's house, Sam might think that this was a boy looking back at her. The short hair, the sweater that sits loose over her shoulders, doesn't hug her frame, doesn't suffocate her. What's girlish about her, really?

I'm not a boy, she corrects herself. I'm not.

[blackvinyl]

tfw i get really dysphoric so i just pretend i'm sam winchester

[devoteesam]

boygirl on his period call that sam winchester

[dimpledjared]

warnings: implied underage, nsft

genuinely feel like

Sam at fifteen, eighteen, twenty-two would’ve never let Dean do this. 

Would’ve scowled at the first hint of Dean’s hand on his thigh, would’ve brushed that hand away with an annoyed, “Knock it off, dude.”

And Dean at nineteen, twenty-two, twenty-six wouldn’t have minded - would’ve grinned and patted his knee with a cheerful, “Later, then, little brother?”

Sam at thirty-six lets Dean do everything. 

Spreads his legs as Dean slides a hand up his thigh, bites his lip as Dean lazily drags his knuckles against the wet heat he can already feel through Sam’s jeans. 

And Dean at forty keeps his eyes on the road, the other hand steady on the wheel as he slowly rubs at his brother’s dick until he comes with a whisper of a moan. 

Keeps rubbing through the aftershocks, and only when Sam’s pressing his thighs together does he pull away to tangle that same hand in Sam’s hair and pull.

Sam comes to him easy, fingers practiced and graceful as he undoes Dean’s jeans and leans over to mouth gently at Dean’s cock. 

“That’s it,” Dean says, as gentle as he ever is nowadays, “that’s it, Sammy. So good for me, little brother.”

And Sam moans, swallows Dean down to the base, choking and drooling on Dean’s cock just so Dean will keep talking. 

[sambi-bambi]

stepping out of my comfort zone right now and writing trans!sam (mtf)