#trans gordon

[daxdraggon]

Gordon reference sheet WIP. I need to do the HEV suit version at least, from there on it's just dressup lol, BUT I've been putting this off (as well as Barney I've been working on) so I decided to actually post a WIP for once to feel a little motivated.

[purplequay]

dear hlvrai fandom... today i bring u... casual gordon ... tomorrow? who knows....

benrey // gordon [you’re here!] // tommy // dr coomer [FILE NOT AVAILABLE] // dr bubby [FILE NOT AVAILABLE] // darnold [FILE NOT AVAILABLE]

[madcatdaderpydrawer-blog]

I love the idea of trans feetman meeting Benrey as little kids, and when it is finally realized at the end of the fight Gordon basically screams

“WHY DOES IT TAKE BLEEDING OUT ON A ALIEN PLANET FOR YOU TO EXPLAIN YOURSELF?!”

[abitofboth]

u can’t tell me that Gordon DOESN’T love garfield

[pepsiwatermelon]

I got mad looking at the comments of the cast commentary so here’s this while I work on my commissions.

[mishkass]

Trans Gordon headcanons? Trans Gordon headcanons. Let’s go b a b e y.

He didn’t realize he was trans until after he had Joshua, and then had to go through the bizarre process of 1. Realizing you’re ftm 2. Coming out as ftm 3. Starting your transition, but all three steps with a kid. So he’s having this huge identity crisis while trying to take care of his newborn baby. Oh, and he’s a teen dad. He had Joshua when he was 19 and shares custody of him with Joshua’s father.

Gordon is super touchy about his dysphoria. He does not like talking about it unless asked. The only person he really opens up to about it is Dr. Coomer, who is also trans but much older and wiser (in the ways of transitioning, not so much in general).

He is stealth at work, almost no one except Coomer knows about him. The only reason Coomer knows is because he asked Coomer about something ftm related and he put two and two together.

Joshua has no idea that his father is trans, but he thinks his dad’s top surgery scars came from a fight because he’s a five year old. He likes to point them out to people at the most inconvenient of times, which is how Benrey finds out.

I’ll probably make more of these in the future, they’re fun.

[whizzvin-writes]

He’d Rather Be Sailing

The current state Gordon Schwinn was in was sadly, not a new one. The brunette was curled into a ball on the bed that would usually be shared with his boyfriend, Roger. Instead, Gordon was the only one at home for the week. He grimaced as he remembered the faux confidence he showcased when he convinced Roger that he would be fine when left alone. To speak honestly, the only reason Gordon said these things were because he had felt bad for how things went last time. Roger needed to take time to clear his head, but he had to end his trip sooner all because something was wrong.

Gordon could barely tell what he was doing until he could hear the ringing echo throughout their seemingly empty apartment. He counted each ring in his head, trying to keep the numbers in line. However, each time he reached five, he got lost, and more tears pricked his eyes. Gordon was shaking, losing the reasoning why he thought it was okay to call, to bother Roger. Ready for the disappointment of no answer, he turned around once more, hoping to fall asleep.

“Gordon?” Roger’s voice called through the phone. Gordon whipped around, and grabbed onto his phone.

“Roger?”

“You called me, remember? Is everything okay?” Roger questioned, softly. Gordon shoved his palms into his eyes, trying to stop the tears. He took a deep breath in, before answering.

“It’s… no, it’s not okay,” Gordon replied, broken. He felt his breathing rapidly increase, and his heart speed up. “Roger--”

“Hey hey, Gordo, listen to me--”

“Roger, please let me explain,” Gordon interrupted. He felt himself gripping onto his forearms in an attempt to ground himself. The other side of the line was silent, so he took it as his sign to continue. “I’m sorry for being a pain in the ass and calling you when you’re supposed to be on a trip that’s helping you relax. And you’ve been gone long enough to have at least a day but…,” Gordon bit onto his lower lip. “Could you come home? It’s just… I’m scared. It’s getting bad again, and I don’t know what to do,” Gordon explained, with ‘it’ being his anxiety spirals. “I know, it’s stupid of me. I just can’t help but think that something is wrong and I can’t go talk to Rhoda because I can’t even finish the stupid lilypad song for Mr. Bungee, not that it matters if I have fluid in my brain again.” Gordon tried to ignore his mind picturing the worried look that was likely on Roger’s face, causing another wave of dizziness to crash into him. “I mean as you’ve said, nothing’s really wrong, but Roger I’m scared, and I don’t know what I’m supposed to do. If something’s wrong, something worse, then I want to have been able to talk to you.”

“Gordon,” Roger started. Gordon could feel something twist in his gut from the seriosity and worry that made itself apparent in his lover’s voice.

“Roger, wait, I’m sorry. I didn’t mean to-- I shouldn’t have called. This is what Dr. Weisenbachfeld talked about, I’m just having stupid fears, right? Nothing is wrong, except now I’m making you worry over me,” Gordon rambled, feeling the room begin to spin. “I’m sorry, you can just ignore this whole thing. I’ll just ha--”

“Gordon, listen to me,” Roger cut in, more serious this time. Gordon felt his nails begin to pinch into the skin. “It’s okay to have set backs. That whole situation… god, it was a lot. I can’t imagine what it was like for you, but you really scared us Gordo. I was terrified that I’d lost you.” Gordon could barely hear the sound of Roger crying, and he felt his throat close up. “Do you need me back home?” This was it. The deciding factor. Gordon closed his eyes.

“Could you? Please?”

“Of course. I’ll be on my way.”

[mishkass]

honest to god PLEASE share more of those trans gordon headcanons

ofc I can’t not share my brainrot

Once, him and Dr Coomer were discussing top surgery (before Gordon got his) and Dr Coomer said “Gordon, my tits cost $4000. Can you say the same?” And now it’s a running joke between them.

Gordon took very good care of his scars so they’re really not there anymore, but they’re still a little visible. He doesn’t really like them, so he only goes shirtless in public if he’s swimming. He’ll show people who know if they ask nicely, albeit reluctantly.

Joshua has always called him dad/daddy, because he started his transition before Joshua could talk and always called himself daddy when he was talking to Joshua.

After Benrey finds out, he is hellbent on seeing Gordon’s scars. Not in a weird way, but because he thinks it’s badass. Of course, the way he goes about it is completely wrong. If he would’ve just asked “can I see your scars” instead of “hey lil uh,,,piss baby,,wanna show me your noob scars” Gordon would’ve shown him a lot sooner.

Honestly this is just me vomiting random ideas that come to mind. Slightly me projecting onto Gordon but yk it’s fine.