I'm transmasc and have been on T for 8 months now
While I've had gender dysphoria about my chest since forever, I was never too bothered by the bottom parts.
I noticed that now that I'm on t, my chest dysphoria lessed, while I'm still not dysphoric about the V, I've been wanting to experiment more with packers and such
I did try as a green tranny to use socks an such but honestly I don't get the appeal. I worry they don't look right and they move wrong. And you've got to take them out when peeing
I wanted a "functioning" packer. So. I'm building one
I made one out of modeling clay and I will make a silicone stamp to then make a silicone D.
Have i ever done this before? No. Will that stop me? Nope.
This cost less than buying one online and it looks exactly what I want it to look like. It was I swear to God one of the most euphoric things I've have done...just sculpting myself a pe**s. Is this what god felt like? It this d*ck my eve?
It will be a stand to pee too, I'll add a cannula in the center and the top part will be kinda cup-like. Standard stand to pee design
I plan to pierce it in various places because that's what I'd do if I had one
I don't have anyone to talk about this project with IRL because I worry it'd TMI but maybe if it comes out alright and all I can offer one to my trans friends
I'd add a photo if this wasn't post 2019 Tumblr ugh