#transabled transition

[baptizedinsculk]

I got.. incredibly high last night after a really bad day and I woke feeling sick... My uvula felt like it has been boiling in acid. My head feels fuzzy nd full of cotton. I'm so tired. I puked almost as soon as I woke up. And my wife said that I was coughing all night in my sleep. I promise you that this is the sculk. The sculk is spreading. It's coating the back of my throat. Hugging my uvula. It's subduing my brain. Singing such a soft, soothing song. I'm simply just the sculk's breeding ground. Every time I cough, it's spores spread. It needs me to stay sick. It needs me to incubate it's little sporeling children to gift other beings. The sicker I am, the more I spread, the further this glowing moss can go. And Dread, am I such a good little incubator of the sculk.

[apparentlyaperson]

so I met the vocational rehab lady that's my counselor, and she's gonna pass me off to the job finder boss, and he'll pass me off to one of his counselors after evaluating what kinds of jobs I can do based on my abilities

really aiming hard for another virtual gig, I only really leave my house like once a week at most rn. an in person job would require a lot of supports I don't have, even though I'm trying to regain more freedom it's taking time cause it's not like anyone ever taught me how to get myself help

we shall see how this goes. meeting is in march, and then probably another week or two to see the person who will actually be finding jobs for me to apply for then applying for me after I approve it

they say I have to meet with him every week to do the job thing. but I hope they can have some more flexibility cause I am going to be so busy all week here and there. I have enough meetings on my calendar! I am trying to get a different job so I have less meetings! lmao

I am finding that I love helping people, but I don't want to do it for a job. sometimes I am not in the mood and people don't deserve to be getting help from someone who's not in the mood for it