#transmanipulated

[alternaterealitygame]

Psychological torture is so much better when it's deeply personal and not just strangers on the internet offering generic harm

[1dk-1m-just-h3r3]

God, I need someone to subtly manipulate me into being a fictional character.. it has to be possible

Start to refer to me only as them, force me to act like them over time, abuse me if I act out of character… I need it..

[alternaterealitygame]

Being casually useful to me is not enough. I want the thought of my dissatisfaction to make your heart sink. I want your first consideration in every decision to be whether or not I would approve. I want to drill into your mind the habit of choosing your words carefully, to my liking. You should always feel like you're walking on eggshells. Anything less is not enough.

[alternaterealitygame]

What if I pretended to be transharmed instead of being openly transharmful? I could get close to a transharmed, learn all the personal details of everything they want done to them (including reasons behind those wants), and create a persona around delivering that. I could even carefully craft a separate account that they would never guess is mine. Then I could make myself seem like the perfect match, I could subtly and gradually manipulate them until they realize I'm what they wanted all along. I could make them obsessed with me.

And even if they catch on and try to leave then every other seemingly perfect match they find will always be suspicious. The conditioned paranoia means they're still thinking of me. <3

[s1llyfreakx3]

TW: manipulation, abusive relationship, grooming in the manipulation way

(also I think this counts as romanticising them, but still portrayed as negative just in the unreliable narrator way)

Self indulgent transgroomed scenario that AAAAAAAA /pos ;w;

I want to talk to someone friendly and nice. But then they would slowly start toeing boundaries. I might notice and ask them to stop, and they would apologise, maybe draw back a bit, but return to their previous behaviour within a few days. They'd keep gradually going further and further, but it's normal to often be uncomfortable in relationships, right? We'd be talking about something I like, I'd be stimming with happiness but then they'd suddenly say something uncomfortable, that'd make me fall silent. My hand would start shaking in that awkward, nervous way, and I wouldn't know what to say or how to react. So I'd just laugh nervously, or try and do whatever I thought they wanted me to do. It's my fault for not being good enough at socialising, that's the only reason why I'm feeling so uncomfortable and why there's so many ups and downs in how I feel around them. Whenever I did something wrong, made a mistake in how I should act around people, they'd point it out. I mean that's good, it's fair if some of my behaviours are weird or are making them feel uncomfortable. They'd point out stuff I knew were problems, like forgetting to answer messages or rambling about a boring topic for too long. But they'd also tell me stuff I didn't realise were so weird and uncomfortable for others. And soon I'd realise that it's normal to do whatever they want, and that I'm a bad person if I try making a scene about something. I've always had problems with being too dramatic, and I can't let this happen here. I'd just go along with whatever they said, even if it would have been unthinkable to me just a couple months ago.

[l0yal-ag3nt]

I know this blog was just made today, but I’m not really sure what to post here.

I plan to use this to talk about my transition, but also don’t really know where to start.

I just also wish I had someone to help guide me, hence why I asked if there were any Robotnik’s here. He would be the one I would like to help me through this, if possible.

[utahimenightmare]

I like when people like being used- And they should, at least they're getting some attention. But sometimes I wish you things knew how to do it better. You kinda gotta make yourself useful if you wanna be used...obviously -_-

[mreebiesweebies]

Transmanipulator is confusing to me as a cismanipulator. I manipulate people in small ways all the time but I don’t see transmanipulators talking about those small things ever, so I’m just like..