#transmanipulator

[alternaterealitygame]

Psychological torture is so much better when it's deeply personal and not just strangers on the internet offering generic harm

[7-headmate]

Intro Post .

Blog, dedicated to change .

✦ As a result of a fusion of two souls, I was brought into this world.

✦ This outcome was meant to create something new and beautiful. And that was Me. But the fusion didn’t solve all the problems, no. So I turned to trans identities for help.

✦ My companions headmates, who are also interested in the culture of radqueer community will also be contributing to this place.

✦ Thus, welcome to My blog.

Honorific : His Holiness. Refer to Me with capitalized pronouns .

Also, English is not My first language . Respect the way I speak .

Asks for other headmates are welcome too — just make sure to specify who you're addressing .

Current transIDs : trisgod, godharmful, nonbinary transman, permaadult(27), transappearance, trisartist, transcharacter (transition succeed), transnativegermanspeaker, transcontrolling, transmanipulator, transleader, transconfidence .

I'm a-spec paraphile (μ). This is My safeplace to explore it .

Meet the headmates : 📚☕️ , 💌🩸 , 🐰🎀 ,

🔮💫 , 🫂🌟 , 🩹❤️‍🩹 , 🌀☁️ , 💞🔒 , 🍋🌈 ,

💜🚀 .

Meet anons : none .

Dedicated tags:

✧ the change ✧ — posts dedicated to My transition to current transID . I'm not transitioning to all of them though .

✧ paraphilic thoughts ✧ — posts dedicated to My and headmate's paraphilic experience.

✧ symbol is speaking ✧ — posts not related to My transition or paraphilia .

✧ go ahead. create something beautiful ✧ — My and headmate's creative work .

✧ the art of words ✧ — your asks, messages and questions .

✧ leaving notes ✧ — reblogs .

✧ useful everything ✧ — reblogs of flags and terms I like or useful information .

✧ headmate is speaking ✧ — other headmate wish to leave you a note .

[utahimenightmare]

forgive you? hmmm...i dunno! you shouldn't have done it in the first place. maybe i'll feel better if you let me wrap my hands around your neck for a while, or test my new knife. i thought you want me to feel better? what am i supposed to do with this anger then, suffer through it cause of you? it's your own fault. you hurt me. i get to hurt you now. stop being so fucking selfish for once in your life. can you do that? you think you can fucking do that?

[vio1entpornography]

you need to be fully committed to me, which means my name is carved into your body somewhere. get the fuck on it or you clearly don't love me.

[alternaterealitygame]

Being casually useful to me is not enough. I want the thought of my dissatisfaction to make your heart sink. I want your first consideration in every decision to be whether or not I would approve. I want to drill into your mind the habit of choosing your words carefully, to my liking. You should always feel like you're walking on eggshells. Anything less is not enough.

[alternaterealitygame]

What if I pretended to be transharmed instead of being openly transharmful? I could get close to a transharmed, learn all the personal details of everything they want done to them (including reasons behind those wants), and create a persona around delivering that. I could even carefully craft a separate account that they would never guess is mine. Then I could make myself seem like the perfect match, I could subtly and gradually manipulate them until they realize I'm what they wanted all along. I could make them obsessed with me.

And even if they catch on and try to leave then every other seemingly perfect match they find will always be suspicious. The conditioned paranoia means they're still thinking of me. <3

[utahimenightmare]

NPD is fun sometimes but sometimes it really, really fuckin sucks. no new notes for a while? you all must hate me. you must think i'm useless. you wouldn't mind if i just died ig

[bodhimack666]

If you see this chick block her, she out scamming with her sob stories and does nothing but lie... and she is a delusional narcissistic master manipulator who uses her looks to use and rob people... avoid at all costs... and she might have herpes.