#transpd

[fr34ksmart]

some cluster b bingos as someone whos transnpd & questioning transbpd

this was genuinely euphoric to do.. transition is going well !!!

blank bingo sheets under the cut !! id love to see other transclusterbs try these out ^^

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Schrödinger's SzPD

Schrödinger's Schizoid Personality Disorder is a Schrödinger's ID where one identifies as being cisSzPD, but if they are proven that they aren't, then pronoun will simply identify as transSzPD instead.

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TW: mentions of schizospec, visual delusions/hallucinations, black shadowy figure, uneven/blurry lines, eyestrain

SchizoTDead

identifying as dead due to having/identify as having StPD

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Kowala-HPD

A term for when one's HPD is related to kowalas.

HPD here can be cis, trans or any other prefix you like.

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[transharmfulguy]

i couldve sworn i had an ask in my inbox asking about transSzPD + transASPD tips, but it's disappeared off of the face of the earth..

anyways. idk how much help i'll be on account of i'm not an expert, but here are some things to consider/try out i guess??

obviously, research the conditions. not just the clinical descriptions of the symptoms, but the lived experiences of ppl with these disorders. reddit has both szpd and aspd subreddits to check out

be conscious of your goals for transitioning. know which symptoms you want to exhibit and which ones you can ignore.

build up a persona that embodies your transitioned self and practice with it. i enjoy immersive daydreaming, but i made this blog for practice as well.

i cant really speak on the lived experiences of aspd, since i dont have it, but below the cut i'll throw in some lived schizoid-adjacent experiences i deal with in my life.

note that i dont technically fit the diagnostic criteria, since our emotional stuntedness was being addressed in therapy throughout our adolescence, so i now have a larger emotional range that szpd would exhibit, but we were severely emotionally repressed for large parts of our life, so i have some experience to draw on still.

i rarely acknowledge my emotions, if i feel them at all i try to compartmentalize or rationalize them away, but repression is still second-nature to me

if something does trigger a significant emotional response in me, i become totally avoidant of it, especially if the emotion is negative, like discomfort, fear, anger or sadness

it feels alien to me to use my face to emote, due to how little emotion i feel. as a result, i have quite the case of resting bitch face, the majority of the time my face is entirely neutral. anger and frustration show on my face easier than other emotions

i dont experience loneliness, longing, yearning or missing someone. due to co-morbid disorders (notably bipolar), i have experienced brief bouts of obsession over an online friend we have, feeling desperate to talk to them again when theyd been offline for a length of time during a mixed episode, but i consider that to be a symptom of bipolar, rather than me actually having missed them.

i avoid talking to people wherever possible, i cant tolerate it. if im talking with a stranger or someone i dont know well, its awkward above all else. when talking with someone close with me, like my parents, i find it mind numbingly boring instead

i have little to no motivation to fix anything about my life, even if im dissatisfied with it. i would rather live in misery or kill myself than put in effort to change something of my own volition. the only reason anything is happening is either because i was forced to make a change or because someone else took care of it for me. oftentimes this falls on the other members of the system

+ a bonus aspd-adjacent lived experience

i let others take the fall for me whenever opportunity strikes with no regard over how this affects them

if anyone wants to hear some stories about how i'm getting "worse" & and adding aspd to my life, or details about szpd symptoms i exhibit rather than the short summaries here, shoot me an ask. maybe i'll even respond to it LMAO

[transhells]

TranspanPD: A transabled ID where you feel you are meant to have every personality disorder.

[transid--tips]

wave !!

id like to ask for tips regarding transition for NPD ?

(also can you request tips for multiple things in one ask or should you send multiple asks with only one request ? i dont want to spam you but i dont want my ask to be overwhelming either)

hello! first off to answer the last question, you can send multiple things in one ask or spread it out to the multiple asks. whichever one makes yall more comfortable. dont worry, neither will overwhelm us! we will answer everything when we feel ready. ^^ one of our headmates here is also transNPD so i got that headmate to help me out here. other then that feel free to add on in the comments if i missed anything. anyway, lets get into the transNPD advice!

putting yourself first over others! this can be small things such as making sure to engage in self care before caring about others, or larger things such as being firm with your boundaries with no compromise.

make a big deal out of your achievements. even if they are small, they are still very important!

only be around others who see your value and care about you. bonus points if they also have npd or are transitioning, then its like mutual aid.

look down on and be critical of others for tiny mistakes. though its better to keep any rude comments in your head.

show little care for anyone other than those outside of your social circle [and yourself!]

strive to have the best of everything. whether it is material goods like expensive foods and electronics, or more abstract things such as the best connections or the best life you can be living right now.

expect others to be thinking about you and to prioritize your needs.

feel angry or upset whenever things dont go the way you wanted/planned them to. also feeling shame for yourself but keeping that fact away from others.

put on your profiles that you have NPD. if you want to specify trans or not is fully up to you, either way is alright.

becoming transtrauma or leaning into cistrauma could help, since NPD can be caused by childhood experiences and trauma.

hope that this helps! let me know if i missed anything since this is my first time doing one of these.

[ink-composer]

heyy btw. as a cispwnpd? (cis person with npd, if the acronyms confuse you)

i give everyone full permission to be transnpd. and other personality disorders.

you dont need my permission but i give it anyway.