#trauma dumpin

[bumbl3beeee]

To love is to suffer, as you would say. But this suffering is the living proof that I loved. My grief it's the evidence that I'm capable of feeling. The blood that flows through my veins. I'm alive; I love, I breathe, I exist. Love is the reason, therefore it's also suffering. Not afraid. No regrets.

[phoenix-is-trying]

" If I can't make sure you're happy or having fun at all times then what use am I? "

Something i said as a joke but....I realized it might not be a joke :((

I feel like a failure when I can't make someone happy and laugh, or like I'm useless if you aren't enjoying yourself. Because growing up I felt so unhappy all the time (still feel that a lot) and I'm so scared of others feeling that way