I'm tired not just physiaclly but literally emotionally I go and make myself free and go out of my way for people to what get treated like shit? Ditched or for people not to show up at all I'm now a mother so the babysitter is told a ahead of time so I now look like a fool. I get treated like shit at home when I clean "you threw this away and this away didn't you" why accuse me of shit I didn't do or didn't even see.like take care of your shit and stay here start cleaning wouldn't be a problem fuck.im so tired of being treated likedl dirt then people wonder why I don't socalize anymore they wonder why I push everyone away and wonder why my ANXIETY AND DEPRESSION IS SO BAD WELL HELLO WAKE THW FUCK UP STOP TREATING ME LIKE DOG SHIT.WHEN I GET MYSELF BETTER ANS ANXIETY BETTER YOU JUST BRING ME DOWN ALL OVER AGAIN ...I JUST WISH THERE WAS A END...
