when people say "suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem" they mean that, whatever you're facing now isn't going to last forever. Once you kill yourself you're done, there's no second chance to be you or to live your life out. Don't kill yourself, hun, you are a bright person with so much potential, you deserve to live whether you feel like you do or not. eat something nice and go to sleep, you'll feel better in the morning xoxo
yeah i know but something else will come along and it will get worse and worse and worse and ill wish i had the problems i have now. with bills and being stuck with careers u dont want and all that adult life. and i feel im always going to hate myself ive hated myself since i was like 5 im trash and no one will ever love me ever