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I know I cannot be
a lifetime of memories
I am not the first taste of forever
but
I just want to be the last
Overthinking
I’m the one doing all this overthinking
While you’re just movin’ on
And While I’m here barely breathing counting each second that you’re gone
You’ve got your plans and you’ve got them
While I’m stuck in the past that promised the future
I lost the most important piece of myself
How to be me without you
When you don’t even need to learn
How to keep on keeping on
There was never a time when I thought I’d regret being tangled up in you
And even if the good times were gold
Now that gold is worth nothing but fleeting thoughts and time once passed and still
Now I don’t know how to be me without you
Now I don’t know how to see a tomorrow without you
Now I need to accept I was just a passing phase
And I’m not the ocean you want to sail ; I’m the wading pool where you test the waters
Beautiful
I believed you thought that I was beautiful
Because the words that poured from your mouth spelt it out line by line
And the way you touched my skin -
Spoke endlessly how you loved every curve
The way your eyes would flow
And yet
I’ve come to learn that
Beauty is in the eye of beholder
And while you were proving that to me- you shed light in the end
That I was never beautiful
In your eyes