#true crush

[nahisummerhold]

What has Nahi been up to as far as romance :)

She has had a couple of nice encounters recently. Nothing even close to serious though. Of course, she is not very serious when it comes to that at all. Oh and she saw her only true crush tonight at ToA, even managed a conversation where she didn’t stammer.

[suzie-guru]

I thought you were up in arms about David Harbour. When did Bill Hader become the thing?

I CAN HAVE MULTIPLE LOVES, OKAY?! David is still my swoon-worthy best beloved bear and I would legit D I E if he so much as winked at me, but the heart wants what it wants. 

As to the when, I’ve always thought Bill was strangely attractive but after seeing clips of him as Richie and discovering Barry

then finding out just how off-the-walls SMART he is

how he is such a passionate film lover and so fucking well read

and how he moved to LA to be a writer and director and him being a phenomenal actor with Grade A impressions was sort of a thing that happened

how he’s so open and inspiring about his struggles and journey with anxiety and actually does work to help kids with anxiety too

how everyone says he’s like the biggest sweetheart ever and a big old nerd and a super humble guy and an amazing dad to his daughters 

AND the fact that his bone structure is out of this world like seriously good lord, he’s like Michael C. Hall and Michael Shannon but made long and lanky 

and it slays me

and the dark hair and blue eyes has always been a combo that’s done me in

and his big ole eyebrows, I’m so weak when it comes to heavy brows, they look like they were drawn on with sharpies and I love it 

and his KILLER smile that one journalist described as lupine and I went OH WELL YUP THAT DOES SOMETHING TO ME OKAY 

and his stupid long arms he has NO idea what to do with on the red carpet

and his love of true crime shows and his discomfort at parties and his disdain for Trump and the whole general package 

...yeah, I have multiple infatuations, but Bill Hader has earned top dog status.  

[oneofakind2032]

😍

[kitfoxart]

Evidently General Hux retires from the Order to take up gardening and brings to it his unique life philosophy and zeal for perfection. Good for you, sir!

[gingerhaole]

Remind me not to ever fall for somebody with complex tattoos all over their hands again, please.

I don’t know what I was going for, just trying to mess around with the new brushes. Raja’s sippin on americano, scrolling thru Instagram.

[oneofakind2032]

Why can’t it be real?? The way they look at each other there is no way this can be fake! They make the perfect couple!

[gingerhaole]

Raja, divine blackwater eel mermaid

[gingerhaole]

I struggle to not throw a halo onto everything I draw, more so now than ever with Raja, since she is a cosmic deity.

This is the first thing I wanted to draw when I got into Raja, but I just figured it was out of my skill class. This is exactly how I pictured it and better -- like Miss Nadia said, I swear I will never say ‘I can’t’. I can and I did.

There are a lot of things I learned that I can do, most importantly that I can balance being a mom and drawing. I can step away from my project and not lose momentum. I can take my time and execute ideas that are beautiful and exciting to me. These are things I pretty much gave up for lost after I had David. My mom stopped drawing when my sister and I were born, and it always broke my heart.

I promise I won’t quit. I promise myself, I promise my mom, I promise David.