Nov 24, 2019
tfw half your commission check for the month went to paying hospital bills lol
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tfw half your commission check for the month went to paying hospital bills lol
Ahh, Delzi...
(Anon, dearies~)
Delzi Lorraine… Cho’s partner in crime. You claim to have more information on Cho = “Cream”… Why not let all of us see it? Why must it be in IM now? Oh, let me guess, you want to preserve what little reputation you and Cho have, correct? Typical of you two to do such a thing.
But let’s see here… It seems you didn’t always believe Cho was innocent. I have my sources, and multiple different means of getting information. You’ll be shocked to see what I know, but you’ll see that in due time, for as I’ve said before; I’m here to stay.
So yes, you didn’t always believe in Cho’s innocence. You actually believed that he was Cream for a short amount of time. What did he tell you to change that? Did he threaten suicide again? Hahaha! No, but really, do you blame me for assuming that? It seems to be his first course of action whenever the shit hits the fan. Oh, wait, no. He told you he was hacked. By Deadpan and Danna no less! How pathetic. It’s easy to blame them, isn’t it? After all, who else could it have been? They are clearly the ONLY people you two have pissed off! (In case you couldn’t tell, that was sarcasm.) You claimed to have proof. Where is it? And if it was honestly them, and you hate them that much for what they’ve done, why wouldn’t you expose them? Because if it were me, I’d be the first one to post that evidence. But wait, it wasn’t actually them! No, of course not. They were just the easy option. Luckily, nobody believed your pathetic excuse.
Tell me, Delzi, how do you explain this little snippet from Deadpan’s reply to Cho’s MMR post?
It’s my understanding the the person in this screenshot wishes to remain unnamed, which is fine, but please, oh please, debunk this for me. I would love to know who exactly is the liar here.
So why are you so determined to defend Cho’s actions now? Do you honestly believe you’re doing the right thing by defending this hypocritical, selfish, attention whore? You’re just making yourself look bad, Delzi dear. Not to mention a fucking idiot.
Only an idiot would stay with Cream after all that he’s said about you. He’s probably laughing at you right now. How easy you are to manipulate. How fucking dense you are. Wake up and smell the coffee, Delzi.
No need for anon.
Not really regarding the recent drama but relevant.
It’s funny how all the hate blogs are run by all the same people, its that small group of people that have 1-3 hateblogs under their name. (cho) As soon as you have a fight with one of these friends, you get this long ass callout post on a hate blog, for a whole community, not just two friends. Normally if you have a fight with your friend, you dont talk for a few days, then maybe you’ll make up, but you dont end up on a hate blog, for a specific community (touhou; mmd; anime ect) And you know what is so ironic? The fact that these hateblogs only make long ass callout posts on their friends, and some if not most of these fights, aren’t even MMD related, its “she did this”, “he said that”. You don’t see a long callout post about say maybe Gabby and Shai have a fight do you? It’s always these same people. It’s Cho vs Deadpan, Kaasu vs Cho, Deadpan vs Delzi, Delzi vs Danna, and around and around it goes, these are the only people you hear about on the hate blogs in callouts or drama, but no one else.
✨⭐️des rite gemini⭐️✨
I NEED A SEX LIFE.
What is running?
Hi my lovely followers,
Recently, I’ve been a bit absent on tumblr. I’m sorry for this. I’ve just been feeling a bit down lately.
To start, running has not been going well. I’m consatnly in pain. And while, I’ve tried to push past the pain, I don’t think I can anymore. I constantly get messages on here asking, “Mels, my _______ is hurting, should I still run on it?” And I always am consisitent with my answer: “no.” Yet, through the past month, I’ve completely ignored everything I believe.
I have been so desperate to run and train hard, that I’ve completely ignored my body. Every time I go to practice, all I can think about is, “Okay, I know it hurts, but you need to train.” I’ve been letting so much guilt take over me, that I can’t even comfort my body, the machine that has led me to so many great memories in my life. Every day, my body, my machine has done nothing but strenuous work for me, just to stay alive. Yet, here I am ignoring it’s cry and pain because I “HAVE” to train.
Every time I feel such great pain where my body has to stop, I feel horrible. I feel guilty, anxious, nervous and almost depressed. I feel as though I’m letting my team down, my family down, my coaches down and most importantly, my self down. I am continuously saying, “THIS SUCKS, THIS CAN’T HAPPEN, THIS IS NOT HAPPENING. It’s my senior year, this is my LAST chance, my last year, my last oppurtunity to prove myself.” But is it? Yes, it’s my last year of high school, but is it my last oppurtunity to achieve great things? No.
Who knows what the future holds? I don’t, that’s for sure. Am I going to run in college? I don’t know. Am I going to be a pro runner? Probably not. So why am I so hard on myself? Why is this my “last” chance? The thing about running is, you can do it at anytime in your life. And even if you stop, it’s always something you can come back to. Running is so much more than the “right times,” the “perfect races,” the “number one on the team,” the “winner” or the “loser.” Running is SO much more. And it means something different to everyone. There is no “perfect runner.” The runner that you are, IS perfect.
Like I said, running will always be there whether I am racing competitively with a team, running a half marathon with friends, jogging to my favorite coffee shop, biking because I’m injured, ultra running or just running for absoultely no reason. Running doesn’t have to have a reason, and that’s why it’s so great. That is why so many people enjoy it and that is why so many people do not. Running is whatever you make of it.
So why am I saying “this is my last chance?” Because it’s not. Like I said before, who knows what the future holds? No one. But I can say that running for me is not over. And even if I can’t run my whole entire senior year, I have the rest of my life to replace it.
Finally realizing and excepting this truth, I am making a vow to myself. I am no longer going to push my body aside, treating it as some useless possesion I found in the back of my closet. My body, my machine, is unremarkable. And for once, it deserves to be treated rightfully. No more guilt. No more “last chance.” No more “I regret running when I was hurting.” It’s time for me to take my own advice. And it’s time for me to learn, to grow and to look at life as a bigger picture. Running will always be here for me, as long as I am here for my body.
And all I want to do is cry and feel sorry for myself.
Pretty convinced if I ran away and changed my name nobody aside from my pets would really care too much. 😶