10/02/17
I was/am so wildly attracted to her, that i can feel myself going insane. I want to be the one next to her at 4:36 am when she wakes up in my arms as i whisper “shh go back to sleep.” I want to kiss her soft lips, I would hold her tight, I would keep her safe and warm. As she drifts off to sleep. I would close my eyes and smile because shes all I could ever want or need. I think about kissing her slowly, Taking my time like there is no place id rather be. Kiss her but not like i’m waiting for something else, like my hands beneath her shirt or her skirt or tangled in her bra straps. Nothing like that. Kiss her like I've forgotten any other mouth that my mouth has touched. Kiss her with a curious childish delight. Laugh into her mouth, inhale her sighs. Kiss her until she moans. Kiss her with her face in my hands or my hands in her hair or pulling her closer at the waist. Kiss her like i want to dance with her. Like i want to spin her into a open arena and watch her look at me like I’m the brightest thing she’s ever seen before. Kiss her like she’s the brightest things I’ve ever seen. Take my time. Kiss her like the first and only piece of chocolate i’m ever going to taste. Kiss her until she forgets how to count. Kiss her stupid. Kiss her silent. Ask her 2+2 and listen to my name as her answer. It’s crazy, because i don’t even know when you became so important to me.It’s like watching a snowstorm. You see the flakes falling but you don’t realize how they’re adding up.Then suddenly your whole yard is covered with all these little things adding up and then i realize you’re my snowstorm. HOLY fuck... I think about you a lot more then I intimated. I fell in love with you because of all the little things you don’t know you do.
