I need to rant before my mind actually explodes. Before I start.. let’s go sit out in the nice warm sun... *puffs a cigarette* *sips tea* .....
OK... so I’m going through a very hard time at the moment... What I am pissed off about is the fact that I CAN’T BELIEVE one of my “friends” hasn’t even bothered to pick up the phone to call or text me.. like seriously?! It isn’t hard to reach out to someone... what a joke its quite sickening really. It takes seconds to reach out to someone... Like wow..
let’s back track a little...
So, This friend of mine.. we were really good friends. But it became such one sided friendship which is a shitty feeling in its self.. But what did I do I kept making the effort. Wasn’t till this year I finally just got to the stage where It was like.. It is time to distance myself now.. as the ball is obviously in her court.
People get tried and drained.. and that was the case for me.. I’m DONE.
A part of it did feel a bit liberating... I don’t deserve to be treated like shit... I am not just going to be there for when it suits her.
Now that I have been going though a crappy effing time.. she hasn’t ONCE reached out.. Which I really would have thought she would have cause this is low even for her. Another thing is when the time comes and she does talk to me how do I know if her intentions are genuine?????
