#AprilSelfLoveChallenge Day 8 I was going to say taking care and worrying about other people, BUUUUUT that is just a synonym of #peoplepleasing. I haaaate when people are displeased or upset with. I'm always vying for a place in people's life, wanting to favorited, #valued, chosen, so I go above and beyond my limits. I'm slowly building my tribe. Many hear my life tribulations and express pity for me, but they quickly disappear after making empty promises that I won't be alone through the next steps. I've tried weaseling my way into circles, attach myself to people with full lives, all while just trying be claimed and being #notenough . Damn, I feel like a Toy in Toy Story. But, I need to slow my roll. Trust the Universe will bring people into my life at the right time, for the right reasons (just like last night 🥰.) I need to stop rushing and working (literally) for a spot, to feel I belong. Slow down... stop #tryingtobegoodenough, stop doing the "pick me dance" and just allow myself to experience life and the people it brings without any #attachments on what role they will play tomorrow, next week, month, or year. Treasure each encounter with beautiful souls even if it is temporary, realizing I am enough before, with, and when they leave. When I feel like I am enough, all these things will come easier. #iamenough #auditioningforarelationship #pickme #bethankful #lifearchitecture https://www.instagram.com/p/B-uL4dpp1rA/?igshid=1x0r7kb8gkm4u