Feb 20, 2018
“...The world keeps getting bigger and bigger and filled with possibility and all I can do is stand aghast before shutting down the best way I know how:shrinking myself. Maybe if I get so small I will eventually disappear and be as worthless as I feel. But it is never enough and I am so tired of this song and dance. Maybe I can grow, too”. 🌻 #writing #anexcerpt #journaling #selfcare #tryingtogetbacktoit #recovery #eatingdisorderrecovery #growth #writehardandclearaboutwhathurts #writersofinstagram #write #freewrite #streamofconsciousness #ambivalence #nostalgia
