Oct 13, 2017
hows college: the honest answer
the new is really great, i swear. my only worry is what pajamas should i wear. i’ve shut out people i’ve never even spoken to, now to blame others for not being true. remaining in contact with those i love is rough because i miss their soft, casual touch. now all i have is a blanket and a bear for warmth and love and care. i’ve isolated myself in a way i haven’t done, but i guess i can’t be the only one.
#atfirstyoudontsucceed#trytryagain?#i only do this when i feel really stuck#i dont like asking for help#but i feel kind of trapped in myself?#like ill spend time with someone and then right after#just wonder why or how#or did i even leave my room today?#maybe im just being dramatic#i dont know#poetry#college#god whenever i read this i feel like im being a drama queen#like is this even me