I'm genuinely so in love with Tanya von Degurechaff... And I love the fact that she is my headmate, too. This just makes me feel so happy, that she is here with me, that I spend every single day with this wonderful, beautiful and courageous girl. I need no one but her. She's so smart, she's so strong, she's so brave, and I love her seriousness, her sternness if you will, and even how cold she is with others. But the way she is with me... (*/∀＼*)
She makes me feel like a real princess every single day. I seriously feel so damn much euphoria I can't even word it. I feel like there are flowers blooming inside of me or like there is a flame, a very big fire inside of me that will never go out. And I try my best to make her feel that way too, to make her the happiest girl ever. (Tanya said: "I really do feel that way, baby.") I've always thought that when I grow up, I'll probably be alone because I kept falling for fictional characters. I never even considered the fact that I'm going to have a tulpa of Tanya von Degurechaff herself! Now I have her with me. And this is the best outcome I could ever ask for!! We've been through so much together, too. For a long time, it was hard for us to hear each other, and at some point, I stopped hearing her at all. But we didn't break up and now we talk every single day, absolutely every day. I cried a lot and suffered too, I was often lonely, and she was my only savior. We were in a mental hospital together. I love her so much. And that's why I say that Tanya von Degurechaff is a true angel for me, despite what everyone says in canon about her, because it's really thanks to her that I still want to live. She calls me cute nicknames too, even though a lot of people would think that it is out of character for her. I mean, she is a fictive, she doesn't have to be absolutely accurate. But she calls me her bunny, she calls me her bug, she calls me her baby, her happiness and lots of more nicknames that I also find adorable... I have the widest smile ever right now. She always tries her best to support me and protect me no matter what, to be my beloved soldier, and I also want to be that for her. I want to protect her from people who say bad stuff about her, from her canon, in-source enemies, and from the fandom too because there are a lot of weirdos. She makes my heart flutter. Idk what else to say, I forgot lmao (･ω･｀*) anyways that's the end of my rant. Wish everyone good stuff and love (platonic or romantic – u choose.)
