I don't think I really grasped while growing up that there was more to this disease than the cankers. Don't get me wrong they are painful and sometimes they are huge. Sometimes they last two days and sometimes two weeks. They are usually accompanied by a fever(a good ole teeth chattering chills one) and fatigue.
I don't know since I haven't told anyone but my mom and we don't discuss the behcets but the absolute pain my body is in sometimes is something I can't even explain. Everything hurts including my skin. I have recently started getting nauseous more often. I try not to read too much into anything but did recently find out that tends to happen after a few years.
Anyways all of this to say I feel like absolute shit right now and I'm upset at myself for not waking today but I also could barely make my whole shift at work and I know I need to exercise and lose weight and it will help me feel less shitty with less weight. I honestly thought about keto again. It's the only way I lose weight and I really don't want to but I don't know what else to do. I have a physical next month and plan on talking to my primary but I just needed a place to complain today.
