How are you today?
Kinda regretting saying I’d always be honest in these, but lets go anyway, I keep my promises. I’m shit right now. Really bad. I’m numb and thats that. I know logically its bad but emotionally I couldn’t give two shits. Please dont flood my inbox asking me to explain and I’m sorry if thats rude but it wont help me.
What triggered this change in mood from earlier today (i had a wonderful morning and I was really happy). Is that my mom and sister were fighting over something idk what it was but when I went to check what was up they both got pissed at me for being nosy and stuff. Which they always do. They get mad at me for everything. It’s so upsetting. They’ve gotten mad at me for crying before. Apparently I’m really fucking annoying.
And tw. Also graphicness? I’m also probably starting my monthly period soon so that shits happening. It’s disgusting and as a trans man it’s way worse because its the grossest thing to happen to me for being in a girls body. Right up there with the thought of something entering me in a typically female manor. Sorry I know that was gross.
And also someone on the togethertube chat asked my to not use caps which i like to use. I did stop. But they left. Its not their fault this made me upset it was probably making them anxious so if you know who I’m talking about don’t you dare attack them that wont help.
But yea, I said I’d be truthful about asks so theres the truth. Sorry that this is very real.
Theres another thing I feel awful about being sad about but I wont talk about it, this was long enough
