#tw self triggering

[magicalgirlpropaganda]

Why does weird/trauma/dream core comfort me

Like i know some ppl use especially traumacore to hurt themselves. I personally do not, it is just genuinely comforting. Probably because yume nikki and seriel experiments lain are nostalgic for me

And also it feele like venting ig

[magicalgirlpropaganda]

*accidentally purposely triggers myself into going back into a depressed manic state that i was in 24/7 in middle school and now i feel nothing*

[dragonterriers]

jesus christ why did i try to trigger myself into a flashback to cry

i can’t even cry im just a fuckinh ball og anxiety and fear and i want to die and fuck i hate myelf why did i do this why did i think this would be good why can’t i just fucking cry like a normal person why whyw hy